Just Tired

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Sleepless nights
Many frights
It's dark out there
There's blood in my hair
I'm losing my mind
With words I can't find
I'm stuck inside
When I don't want to hide
The secrets I force myself to keep
The pain inside, the blood that seeps
The things I can't put into words
For my friends, my life, my world
The words I still can't seem to say
Knowing that I am not ok
I just continue to crash and burn
The smell of food makes my stomach churn
All I really want now
You can't deliver, you don't know how
All I want is to mean something to someone
Then I might actually feel like I've won
So now I continue to change myself
Just waiting for the the day I finally get help
No one really seems to see
Just how bad it is really
My family doesn't seem to care
Here's the last line I'm willing to share

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