𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞 | ✓

𝐗𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈

~I had to fall, to lose it all~

Linkin Park

I was sitting on the couch, Enzo sitting casually next to me clicking something. I was waiting for him to start asking me questions about my past and my parents. But he turned to me and he just-

"Now tell me Nefeli, how is life with six older brothers?" he got me by surprise, to be honest.

"Um good I think, they can be really annoying sometimes but I love them lots" I replied not knowing what was going on. Well, I am not gonna lie, I prefer that to an actual, serious session.

"Hm, I see. Let's talk about your relationship with them. Let's start with... Cole, alright? Tell me about him" he motioned for me to start talking. I was truly confused at that moment.

"Well, Cole and I are really getting along. He makes me laugh and he is really protective over me, even tho I do not really understand why. He confuses me a lot at school tho. It feels like he is a whole another Cole and I cannot get it. But yeah, in general, we are good" I did not know if that was the right answer but okay. If it was not he would ask me more. I think.

"Do you trust him?" 'Good question'

I did not know if I trust my own self at that moment, how was I supposed to know about the others? I mean I was with them for only one month, trust is not something you can gain just like that in such a little time. Especially after what Noah did with my diary...

"Um, I cannot really tell. I trust everyone until they prove me otherwise but I do not know if my brothers can keep a serious secret if I let them know. I mean, you must have heard what Noah did" where did I even get the confidence from? He was gonna tell them what I said and I am exposing my feelings like that? Do not get me wrong, Enzo is really fun to be around and truly sweet but now I could not see him as anything else than a doctor.

Enzo nodded and put on a sweet, caring smile "Yeah I heard about it, and I am sorry. I am sure he just wanted to let the others know so as they could protect you better all together, but I agree it was the worst way he could do it. How are you two after that?"

'Seriously? Couldn't you think of a better justification?! Ah Enzo, I was expecting better from ya'

"Um, I really cannot explain that. I think we are okay. We are not close enough tho. But he apologized some days ago and it felt really good. I understood how much he loves me. However, I still cannot say I trust him at all. He may say sorry and I forgave him, but I cannot say I feel good exposing what I feel to him. I know he cares but he always chooses the wrong way to express it" I was feeling many more. I said nothing about the secrets he keeps keeping from me. What was for real that blood? Why would he need a fucking gun?! Why do they not want me to know anything? I was feeling like he had betrayed me and my secrets, but I could not stay mad at him. This is something I always do. I cannot stay mad at someone for too long. The longest I have stayed mad at someone is two weeks. And it was with Noah.

"I understand that. No one can force you to tell him anything. And I will not tell him anything too" he winked at me. 'Wait what?' I did not expect him to no say anything. I thought- Okay never mind. "So let's move on with Alex. Tell me about him. I am sure you are getting along too well"

"Ah, Alex and I are super close. He makes me laugh so much! We have not spent too much time alone, but I really feel like I can come to him every time I have a problem. But he confuses me too. At school he is like a bad clone of him" I also wanted to say that he is a wannabe bad-boy in my eyes but I preferred not to expose him like that, it would be bad. Plus I would regret it sooner or later.