𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞 | ✓

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~What I've done?~
Linkin Park

(edited)

"Your psychologist"

As those words escaped Noah's mouth, my eyes widened. I felt steam getting out of my ears and my blood boiling like hot water. 'Do they think I am problematic?!' I thought and my fists clenched. Immediately, I lost every good intention I had for this boy. If I had melted with his soft smile some seconds ago, now I was furious! 

"My what?!" I yelled, standing up in pure shock. All my brothers looked at me with wide eyes. All except Noah who kept his calm, stern, cold look towards me.

The sweet smile on Enzo's face faded away. He looked confused, but at the same time, it was like he expected it. He kept a calm look on his face and leaned back in his chair. His green eyes were staring through my soul like he was trying to read me. Ugh, so annoying.

"Nefeli, keep your voice down and sit back on your chair. There is no need for yelling" my eldest brother ordered me. However, I had none of it. I remained stood and my eyes were glued to the green ones next to Aiden.

"We only want to help you, luce del sole, nothing else!" Alex said, putting his hand on my back and rubbing circles, trying to calm me down. I have to admit it helped me. It works every time... (Sunshine)

"You think I have a problem or something?! I don't need him!" I yelled once again, staring at Noah. I didn't know what had gotten into me. Why was I not afraid of him then? Why was I not feeling his intimidating aura surrounding me and his icy, brown eyes piercing my heart and mind?

My brothers were looking at me shocked. No one had ever dared to raise his voice to their eldest brother, and now, their little sister had returned to break the rules.

"He is not a random guy, coniglietto. He is my best friend and he is studying psychology" Aiden tried to make me feel better, but he failed miserably. (Bunny)

Enzo sent me a quick smile and he tried to say something but I cut him off before he could. Gosh, I really didn't want to hear a single word from him! "I don't give a damn who he is! I don't want him! I don't want a psychologist! Why the fuck is he here?!" I cried, taking by surprise all of them. That was a language I wasn't used to using all those years towards my elders, but at that moment I couldn't control my anger and mouth.

Noah's eyes widened. He stood up, making me sit back down with fear. Every time dad was standing up meant I had done something wrong. And the punishment was never good...

The blood in my veins froze, and a huge knot formed in my stomach. My eyes were glued to his as he started pacing toward me. Noah kneeled between me and Dylan, facing me. He raised his hand to put it on the back of my chair making me flinch. I thought he was gonna hit me... I knew that my reaction confirmed their opinion of the psychologist, but I couldn't help it.

Enzo looked at me, studying my face and movements once again. I assumed he was doing his work and would tell my brothers what he was thinking about me later.

Noah though kept his emotionless face and his dark, brown eyes on me "Talk to me like that once more, I dare you, and you will face serious consequences! Do not test me Nefeli, I am warning you" he growled sternly, staring at me. "You will start seeing Enzo in two days" and with that, he got up and left the room, not even waiting for my response. 

After I heard the door of the office close, I shot up from my seat and ran up to my room too. No one had spoken all that time. They were looking at us or their plates. No one even tried to help me and get in my shoes to understand how I was feeling or even be on my side! They had to be jerks and leave me alone to face Noah! Ugh...!

I sprinted to my room and slammed the door behind me. I wanted to be alone, in my room, lie on my bed and cry my heart out. I did not know why. I just wanted it. It was a stressful morning for all of us. Gosh, they had not even asked me if I was okay with all that, or if I wanted to discuss about it. And I surely would not talk about that topic with a stranger! I am sure they did it, because of the events of last night. 'I will remember to lock my door every night from now on'

I put on my headphones lied on my back on my bed and put some music. I stared at the ceiling, leaving my salty tears escape my eyes and wetting my cheeks and pillow. I was crying for everything I had not cry so many years. I was crying for my fights with my friends. I was crying for my fails. I was crying for my abusive parents. For all those times I had never let out a single squeak of pain, afraid I would be more beaten up. For my bruises. For my brothers, I had just got back after 13 years of not knowing their existence. For them who were thinking I was problematic and a psycho...

After two hours
I was still lying on my bed with my headphones on, soft sobs escaping my throat and mouth. I had managed to calm my breathing and took a proper breath, so as the air would reach my lungs. I had listened to every song of my favorite album of Metallica, Master of Puppets and now I was listening to Pet Cemetery by Ramones. Yeah, it is true, the better I feel the less heavy the music was.

During those two hours, I had heard multiple doors open and close, footsteps in the corridor, and loud noises. I had been thinking all those two hours that someone could just come and apologize to me about what happened then. But no one came... Who was I kidding? They were the ones who wanted me to be watched by that Enzo guy, why would they apologize?

I was dreaming of a peaceful life while I was on the plane with Stella. That my new brothers would help me forget about my parents just with their presence. That I would not have to deal with any problems again in my life. I guess I was wrong again...

I wanted to write a new chapter from my book on Wattpad but I did not have any motivation. I wanted to draw something but did not have any inspiration. I know I am not the best artist but I like to sketch, even random, easy things. I wanted to text Valeria but I was in no mood to talk to anyone. I was just lying there, doing nothing than listening to music.

Just as I was about to go to the next song which apparently was Still Loving You from Scorpions, I heard a knock on the door. I really did not want to see or talk to anyone, but I did not want to be rude either. It would be disrespectful if I did not let him get inside, at least for my personality. A shaky and faded 'come in' left my mouth and I heard the door crack open.

I wanted to believe that it would be Chris or Cole or Aiden, but the person who I saw was someone I did not expect to see...

"Hi piccolo" (Little one)

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And yes ladies and gentlemen, it is true!! Two chapters in two days!! I did not even expect me to finish that chapter in only one day I started writing but life is full of surprises. I hope you will like it!!

Thank you so much for your love so far, I really hope you enjoy this story so far!!

Comment what do you think so far for the story??

What do you think about Enzo??

Will Nef finally agree to see him as a psychologist??

Will she accept him?? What will her brothers do??

Who do you think came to her room?

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