𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞 | ✓

𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

~In the end, as my soul's laid to rest, what is left of my body?~

Black Veil Brides

(edited)

Sitting on my bedroom's balcony, with a lilac mug of hot chocolate next to me, I was glancing at the clouds. The sunset colors were like paint on canvas on the Brooklyn sky, as the sun was setting. Orange, pink, yellow... Every color a little girl would enjoy looking at.

It's been a month or so since the fatal day. I don't want to talk about it anymore. Ria wouldn't talk to me anymore. She freaked out... I am not blaming her. Anyone would choose their safety over a friend miles away. Right now though, she wasn't my main concern. 

Myles' body was never found. Noah got everyone he could to search the whole area. Nothing was found. Only clothes and a few pieces of hair. Nothing else... He was gone... 

Vince on the other hand had returned home. He almost lost his arm for me, but thankfully, the doctors managed to save it. The surgery was long and painful. But he coped perfectly. Now his wounds are healing normally, thanks to the medicines he was assigned to take. I wouldn't stand it if he were gone too... Not my best friend...

A heavy sigh left my lips as I sipped my hot chocolate. I was trying hard not to bring those memories back to life. Enzo told me I should embrace reality. I was trying to put it in my mind's attic. I didn't even get to say a proper goodbye...

The idea of being broken was eating me alive. All those months I was trying to heal from my parents... Now a new traumatic experience was added to my collection... 

At least I was not alone... Aiden was currently lying on my bed behind me, scrolling through his phone. He thought I hadn't seen him. Enzo had said I shouldn't be alone too much. He believed all those thoughts in my head were dangerous. I never said they aren't... It was adorable seeing them all trying to hide all around me to protect me. 

Suddenly a gentle breeze brushed my shoulders. Putting my hands in my pockets, I leaned back on my hammock swing. Listening to the autumn air making the bare branches of our oaks crackle, I started fidgeting. 

As I was playing with my fingers, I randomly touched something. It felt like a paper folded... 'That's odd' I thought 'I thought I had washed this...' 

It was a paper indeed... I took it out and unfolded it slowly, the familiar smell of the paper filling my nostrils. My eyes widened at the sight of the signature on the bottom. Myles... The letter he gave me that day! How could I forget about it?! 

I kept staring at the familiar handwriting, gently gasping. Filled with emotion, a tear rolled down my cheek. I was feeling my whole head burning... In a way, I was with him again... I still had something of Myles with me... Something new... 

With trembling hands, I carefully positioned myself in a sitting position so I could read the  

My love...

By the time you are reading this letter, I am probably gone. This is my apology, my love... Along with some answers your brothers won't give you...

You have to believe me when I say I am not proud of what I have done... Or for what I will do today... When Vince told me that you are an Agostino, I felt the world around me knocking down. refused to believe that! Yet, I couldn't help myself but fall for you. The day you told me you wanted to be my girlfriend, I knew this was probably the biggest mistake... but at the same time the biggest blessing in my life. I would never lose the chance to be with you, my love.