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Die in My Arms Tonight ~ Castiel

You know when people say that your life flashes before your eyes when you die right? Well, they were right about that part. All I could see was how my life changed when I met the Winchesters. How I dropped out of college and started hunting creatures in the dark.  And moments of me and Castiel. If I could have been smarter I could've avoided this situation. I could've been with Cas. 

Several days earlier~~~~~~~

"Hey guys, I think I found a potential case,"yelled Sam.

I looked up from my book to see Sam walk in. He sat down across from me. 

"So get this, a group of teenagers were found dead in a cabin in the woods. Most of them died but this one girl, Misa Amane, was the only one that barely survived. However, she almost died of blood loss and is now in a forced medically induced coma. She was the last one seen with that creature, and the only victim that ever survived. I was thinking-"

I stopped Sam abruptly," Wait there are other victims! Why didn't we look into this before? We could've stopped this creature and saved a lot of potential lives!"

Sam looked down at the floor. I knew he felt ashamed, but again we could've saved lives before if we just looked into this. I sighed and told Sam to continue with what he was saying.

" Um so yeah, the only victim that only survived was Misa Amane. The attack occurred around midnight December 27. But the other victims died around sunset or at dawn. All the victims had their hearts removed. So I'm guessing we're dealing with a natural born werewolf (I think that's what they're called). However, there can only be one that can work on this case. Mom is working on a different case with Jack.  Dean is sick and one of us has to take care of him. Cas still has to recover from the attack we did on the vamp's nest. It should be fairly easy enough. We just have to figure out who's going to go."

We both sat in silence trying to figure out who was going between the two of us. I decided it would be me since Dean needed Sam more than me, plus I don't want his germs to get me sick also.

I went off to my shared room with Cas to pack some stuff. As I was packing I felt eyes on me. I turned around and stared straight at my husband who was looking at me.

I sighed," Cas I know how much you hate me leaving. But you've got to understand that one of us has to do this. So whether you like it or not I'm going."

Again, he just stared at me and began to laugh. I smiled softly and finished packing my things. Once I finished packing I walked over to him and hugged him gently.

" I'll be back soon, Feathers," I promised him.

Soon after that I was off. I had to drive down to Omaha, Nebraska. It was dark as soon as I arrived. I found a motel and of course used one of the fake I.D's. I started to look at the papers Sam gave me and went to bed dreading talking to the victim's families.

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None of the victim's had nothing special about them. All emo kids that had some random obsession with ghosts and spirits. I huffed in annoyance and began to get ready to go find the nearest bar. 

As soon as I was outside I felt like someone was watching me. I looked over my shoulder to see it. It had red glowing eyes and was staring straight at me. In an instant it started to run off leaving me chasing after it. Grabbing the gun at my waist I chased the werewolf into the forest. My lungs were stinging but I brushed it off and kept my pace.

However, I quickly lost sight of it. Keeping my guard up I tried to look for the damn creature. I looked behind the trees, logs, and up on the tree tops. Then behind me I heard a twig snap and crunching of leaves. I turned my neck to look straight at it again. But it didn't leave this time. Instead it charged straight at me. Shooting my gun, aiming for the heart or any fatal areas to slow it down. But the only thing slow was me. The werewolf managed to knock me down on my back leaving me winded. I felt its claws ripping at my torso and chest. 

I used all my strength to kick it off of me and to grab my gun. Shooting my gun again, I finally managed to kill it. Only then I looked at my wounds. Wincing from the sight and pain I crawled over to a tree trunk. Setting myself against it. I began to look in my jacket carefully to get my phone. Surprised that it wasn't broken I decided to call 911. I explained to them how I was attacked by an animal and gave them my location. Using my jacket to cover up my wounds and apply pressure I called the one person I can think of. Castiel.

I dialed his number and prayed that he'd pick. Suddenly I heard his angelic voice greeting me.

"Hello dear, I wouldn't have thought you would have called this late. Anyways, why did you call me?" he answered in a loving voice.

I teared up at his voice and began to tell him what happened." I'm so sorry, Castiel. I should've been better. I'm sorry I couldn't hold my promise. But I can promise this to you Cas. I will love you forever. Even after death. I have one final request for you, darling. I need you to keep the family together and be a good figure for Jack. I love you so much. And please tell the others that I love them and that I'm so grateful that they're my family. Again, I love you so much Castiel."

On the other end I can hear him start to cry and calling for Sam. I smiled sadly knowing that I'll never see them again. In the distance I can hear an ambulance coming. I regretfully hung up. Using all my strength I began to shout at the top of my lungs trying to get their attention. Then four figures come running towards me. I felt them lift me up on a carrier.

~~~Timeskip over~~~

I was left alone in my memories. I'm currently in the memory where Cas and I got married. I smiled sadly and looked over at the person beside me. Death himself was beside me.

" So I guess I'm special enough to get Death to reap me huh, cool."

Death smirked and looked over at me," Yes Miss Winchester. I find it suitable that I am going to reap someone that is as heroic and special as you are. I don't mind the chit chat but I will have to reap you and send you up to heaven my dear."

I smiled softly knowing that Death had complimented me. But I had one thing I had to ask him before I die.

" Before you reap me, I just have to ask you one favor. I want to say goodbye to my family. And for your convenience, I'll tell them to leave me dead. Deal?"

I could sense him hesitating. Then he looked down at me smiling.

" Of course you can. The least you can do to get the Winchesters to stop disrupting the natural order."

After he said that I was drawn from the memory and heard a heart monitor. I felt around me and I felt a cheap fabric around me. Opening my eyes I looked at the image in front of me. I saw all of them. I smiled and croaked what was supposed to be a hello. All eyes were on me. All of them were asking if I was alright and then they were calling a nurse. I nodded my head sadly.

"Listen, I don't have much time left. And I'm sorry for that. I just want to tell all of you that I love you and I'm proud to know you and to be apart of this family. I don't want any of you to blame yourself for my death. Castiel please keep my promise and know that I'll love you even after death. Please don't try and resurrect me. I don't want any of you to get in trouble because of me. So this is my final goodbye to you all.,"

Before I drift away I remembered what Bobby would always say before he died."

" Remember that family doesn't end in blood. And I love you all, you idjits."

I was glad that those were my final words. They would surely make Bobby proud. And speaking of Bobby I could finally tell him about all the things I managed to accomplish.