Hands on Me (A Twilight Fanfiction written by IndependentIndividuality)

Chapter 48: In Which They Don't Need to Stop

Hands on Me by IndependenceIndividuality
Books » Twilight Rated: M, English, Romance & Adventure, Renesmee C./Nessie, Jacob, Words: 393k+, Favs: 1k+, Follows: 574, Published: Feb 24, 2009 Updated: Feb 24, 2010
4,439 Chapter 48: In Which They Don't Need to Stop
A/N: Okay, so here is it. Here "It" is. It. "It" is here. But in all seriousness, here's the chapter we've all been waiting for. I'm pretty confident in it - especially after last chapter broke my review record by nearly double. Yes, people - 'In Which Jacob Gasps' got over 70 reviews! That's so insane, you guys!

This is a really, really important chapter. A milestone - it isn't just a lemon to me. Emotionally, the characters travel a huge distance. So much vulnerability and trust and love had to be present for the events of this chapter to occur and I hope everyone understand this. I also have another disclaimer: I am not promoting unsafe sex. The reasons for this you'll see, I'm sure, as you read. You have to consider these characters are married and fully aware and prepared for the consequences of sex. All of them.

I hope you know that I'm expecting y'all to top last chapter's turnout. Just so's ya know.

Oh, and - betcha didn't think the title would come back like that, huh? It's been planned for forever so it's great to finally get to this. :)

Thank you all so, so much for reviewing and reading and sticking with Hands on Me through all of this. I have the most amazing reviewers ever.

Disclaimer: I don't own the title, the lyrics, or the characters. I literally just strung the words together in this order.

In Which They Don't Need to Stop

we cross the deepest oceans, cargo across the sea
and if you don't believe me, just put your hands on me
and all the constellations shine down for us to see
and if you don't believe me
just put your hands on me

- vanessa carlton, hands on me

"If you want to, Ness."

His tone told me that he understood. My stomach twisted in anticipation.

I crawled down to the foot of the bed so Jacob could pull the comforter back. He settled himself in and then gestured for me, pulling me in under him so he could settle his weight comfortably on top of me again.

Jacob leaned in and kissed my neck, then my throat, then my collarbone. My legs came up around his hips, pulling him closer, my arms wrapping around his back from under his arms. Jacob slid the strap of my bra down so he could kiss along my shoulder and I swallowed the lump of desire in my throat.

Jacob gave my other shoulder the same treatment, the tops of my breasts pressing into the skin just below his neck and driving me insane. I realized I was arching my back into Jacob, trying to wriggle so his hands were at my back. His talented kisses had me breathing hard.

"Take it off."

Jacob didn't ask me if I was sure, he just slid his hands under my back which I had arched for him, and expertly undid the clasp. My heart started doing laps when Jacob's hands came down to slide the bra off my arms and away from my breasts.

Jacob dropped my green bra to the floor, and then I was naked under his eyes. I never had been before - with anyone, not even the women in my family. Jacob's eyes darkened as he took me in and I felt my body react, but I still felt myself reach up to cover myself.

Jacob's hand caught my arm.

"Don't cover yourself in front of me, Nessie," he said to me, soft but serious and I shivered. Partly at the Alpha in his voice and partly because his arm was brushing my nipple. "I'm your husband. If - if you're not ready for this, I'll help you get redressed and . . . and we can take things slower, but I don't want you to hide from me."