Her || Bts 8th Member

December 30

Try to play BTS V'S inner child..i guess

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After the group left their agency building, they went straight to their dorm except for Taehyung. He goes to his parents' house to spend time with them as he may no be able to celebrate his birthday with them because of the preparation for the New year's performance. Even he's upset he didn't want to adjust their schedules because of his own benefit.

The other members had their dinner as soon they stepped inside their dorm, Seokjin cooked with help of Soomin and Jungkook who mostly just teased the young lady. After their dinner, the boys went to their rooms leaving Soomin to do the dishes, as she did along with protests.

By late night, Taehyung finally goes back to their dorm. No one greets him at the front door as he assumed everyone is already sleeping. 

"Yo handsome, getting home late?" Taehyung turned his head to the couch and see Soomin laying down on her stomach. The young lady grins, Taehyung looks at the young lady on the sofa as he noticed her sleepy eyes and how she stupidly grins. Soomin's drunk.

"Soo, what the heck? Why you're drunk I'm gonna tell this to Seokjin hyung." Taehyung threatened her while she put her arms in the air in the offense.

"What, I'm not. Just tipsy, not drunk." Soomin state proudly before giggling like a child. "But it's your birthday now. Happy birthday let's have your birthday date tomorrow I'll buy anything you want."

Taehyung chuckles at the drunk Soomin, she's become cockier in a state like this and not to mention she looks stupid giggling around like that. It's cute.

The Soomin who looked like a lost child on the first day, the girl to brags a lot then help them. She changed a lot. Taehyung couldn't thank her enough for being with them, with him. For the whole first year of them working things around, it's really hard to tell how they will endure each other's attitude but they did.

Soomin's been a huge help to strengthen them. She grew up with them, they raised her along with Jungkook. They grew up together, fighting and loving one another. And also how they help and fight one's struggle.

"How's your visit to your family?" Soomin asked him while she pats the space beside her. Taehyung shrugs as he sits down beside the girl then putting up the wine bottle to their coffee table.

"It's refreshing, eomma fed me well. I missed her cooking."

"I am too." Soomin whines like a child she is, like a cue her stomach grumbles while she calms it down.

Taehyung giggles at the sight of Soomin become more like a child when drunk. She just laughs around because of what she's feeling or just because she wants to. It's a quite lovely sight for him along with the boys.

The low alcohol tolerant woman who wants to build up her tolerance that's what Yoongi call her. It's too long title but it's true, Soomin even agreed with it.

"You've been fighting too hard, Tae." Soomin suddenly said, her eyes hold concern as she scans Taehyung. Her mood quickly changed into the normal one when Taehyung looks at her eyes.

"You can tear a bit, let the changes break you a bit but don't let it shattered to pieces. But if it happened I promise to put you back in one piece." Soomin added it was like she's never drunk in the first place. It was like the Soomin who always console them, every single one of them.

"Do you want to cry? I might not have shoulders like Seokjin oppa but it's still comfy." With that Taehyung broke into tears, his tears roll down like waterfalls. Rushing down his face as Taehyung cry like a child.

"It's fine, don't even think twice crying in front of me, I like it." Soomin said making Taehyung playfully smack her shoulder as he hold in her.

"You're not yourself for a while now Tae, but if that's what you want to be, your maturer one. Well just don't let your young heart to change, I read that term? Your inner child, yeah. I love you." Soomin chatter as she tries to soothe Taehyung. The man nod to her words made sense and it hit him so much.

The male tried to adjust to the changes around him, so do the others. But changes hit Taehyung the most, the changes he doesn't expect, the ones that hit him. The poor man holds into Soomin like his life depends on it as he cries, his sobs echo to the hall of their dorm even waking up his soulmates who rush to the hall to see him and Soomin. It didn't take long until Taehyung stopped at his outburst of pain.

It hurts Soomin to see her loved ones hurting like that, her family.

"What happened?" Jimin asked them, the two shyly giggle and smile at the sleepy man before Taehyung looks back to Soomin.

"How can you still console me when you're literally drunk?" Taehyung chuckles then pat her head, the girl groan and swat his hand away.

"I may be drunk but I still have my mind, unlike that man there, who's naked!" Soomin points to Jimin, who almost forgotten that he's half-naked that time.

"Soomin it's two in the morning why you're screaming around?" Seokjin enter the room with his pouty lips hypocritically claimed Soomin scream when he did too.

"Aw, Tae bear don't cry more. You also wipe your snot on my shirt." Soomin pout when she mentioned the wet spot on her shoulder making her disgusted face.

"Don't ruin our moments, gentlemen, and also do continue your beauty sleep cuz I and buds are having slumber sleep." Soomin pulls Taehyung on their way to her room, tugging the man lightly as they passed through the men.

Jimin and Seokjin watch the two disappeared at the end of the hall as they turned right. Jimin chuckled softly and lightly slapping the elder's arm.

"Hyung what's slumber sleep?" Seokjin shrugs to Jimin's questions. Soomin can be dumb sometimes.

It didn't take long until Taehyung fell asleep on Soomin's arm. Soomin sighs as she observes Taehyung, the man's forced himself to change and be the one he is now without knowing his inner child has been trapped inside him.

"Don't worry, we'll get to amusement park tomorrow." Soomin squeals in excitement before snuggles close to the man.

That night, Taehyung peacefully sleep with Soomin beside him. Without worry about the happening around them, the changes that seem to scare him and eat him alive. That night he finally reminded again that he's not fighting alone. He's fighting with them. They are fighting together. 

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There's a lot of wounded inner child among people but they choose not to let others to see it. The inner pain you feel inside your heart, the fear, anger and screams inside your heart might be signs that your inner child is wounded. Don't let your one self be hurt for too long if there's no one will help you to heal you then help yourself. Cuz in the end we always have ourselves only and that self will be always us until the end.

Bish love yourself!

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-pjbangtan