•1981•Nikki Sixx•

53. End Of Tour

22nd November 1987:

Tonight was our last night on tour. Tomorrow morning we would be getting a flight back to L.A. Kaizü was going to be staying with me for a while since she was moving to a new place and needed somewhere to stay for a while, which I had no problem with.

"Last night, it seems like yesterday was our first day on tour." Says Kaizü as she applies her eyeliner.

"Yeah, we are going to have to make this our best show ever tonight." Says Paige.

"We're gonna smash it like always." Says Rosetta.

I take a deep breathe in and then a deep breathe out. I stand up, put on my leather jacket and my cowboy hat.

"You girls ready to rock?" I ask.

They all nod excitedly and we exit the room. We walk down the hallways and everyone gives us a large smile. I pass Nikki who is talking to some groupie.

Nikki and I were a little awkward with each other. Since the argument about him singing the song and decicating it so me things have been a little weird. He still sees the boys every day but usually when he comes to see them we say 2 words to one another. He still sleeps with groupies which hurts to be honest. He claims he loves me but he's a rockstar.

He smiles at me and I don't look at him at all. I simply look in the other direction.

When we get to the side stage we are greeted by everyone. We were last on since everyone had performed.

"You girls ready?" Asks Doc.

"Let's rock it." I say.

The girls plug in their instruments and I get my microphone ready before we walk on stage. The multicoloured lights flash on our faces as we walk on.

The crowd screamed so loud. It was the loudest a crowd had ever been for us. I walked to the front of the stage.

"Good evening everyone! We are the  last performance of the evening and this is our last night on tour!" I exclaim.

The crowd cheer. They scream. They cry.

"1,2,3 GO!" I shout.

The band start and we all jump about like crazy. (as usual)

I laugh and smile as the band play.

~

The show was amazing. Everyone loved it and we all had a good time. I was gathering my things and got in a cab to take me back to the hotel. In the cab with me was kaizü.

"Hey, ally?" She asks.

I hum in response.

"You have done really well this tour. Nikki has been getting on your nerves and I can see it, but you deal with it so well. You should be really proud of yourself because I know I am proud of you. I love you so much and I'm sorry this tour has been quite difficult for you." She says.

I get emotional and hug her tightly.

"Thank you and I love you." I say sniffling.

"I love you too."

~

The next morning Izzy and I shared a cab to the airport.

"So did you enjoy tour?" I ask giving Damon animal crackers.

"Yeah it was really fun actually. It was lovely to see you and hang out with you even more." He says with a chuckle.

"Ya know, just because tour is over doesn't mean we still can't hang out as much. You can always come over. I mean Kaizü is moving in with me but that won't change anything." I say.

"Really?" He asks.

"Hell yeah! I love you so much and love hanging out with you." I say.

"I love you too." He says.

After about 5 minutes of talking we arrived at the airport. We got out the cab. Izzy carried Nick and I carried Damon. We walked into the airport and were greeted by everyone who was waiting on us. We all got on the plane and took our seats. The flight this time would only be 2 hours which I was glad about. I got Nick and Damon in their seats and sat across from them. Doc then came over to be with a worried expression on his face.

"I'm sorry." He says then walks away.

Then Nikki site next to me. I look out the window and ignore his presence.

"Hey, I know you don't wanna talk to me but can we please talk about me seeing the kids after tour?" He asks.

"Ok, we can do that." I say turning towards him.

"I was thinking, why don't they come stay with me at the weekends. You can take care of them all week and I will get them for 2 days." He says.

I think for a moment.

"Yeah that's a good idea. By the way you might wanna watch Nick he is starting to walk." I say.

"No way! When did this happen?" He asks excitedly.

"At the hotel! He just started kinda getting the hang of it and BOOM he could start to walk!" I respond also excitedly.

We both laugh at our excitement.

I really hope it works about between Nikki and I.

~

"Welcome Home." I say opening my house door.

"Thanks again for letting me stay!" Says Kaizü bringing in her suitcase.

"No problem! Your room is the one on the right. I'm gonna put the boys to bed since they are tired and then we can hangout if you like." I say.

"Sounds good." Kaizü replies.

I walk upstairs and put Nick and Damon to bed. I return down stairs and Kaizü is getting a two bottles of beer from the fridge.

"Here ya go." She says passing me a bottle.

"Thank you!" I say.

We sit on the couch and talk about tour. We both loved it and thought it was amazing.

We spoke for a couple of hours and then decided to go to bed. I went to my room and Kaizü went to hers.

I was so tired. Tour had been amazing but exhausting.

I drifted off to sleep and the whole night I dreamed about Nikki.
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