•1981•Nikki Sixx•

22: Christmas 1983

A/N:
Hello everyone! I would like to thank you all for 300 reads. It means a lot to me as writing is something I am very passionate about. Also I have been getting a couple of votes which I am also really  thankful for! Thank you!!😁
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Here it was. Another Christmas. I now had a husband and I was with all my friends again. Razzle, Sharise, Levi, Hayley, and I were always hanging out. Sometimes Ren and Bunny were hanging out with us too! This month has been pretty quiet. It has consisted of Nikki and I working and hanging out with friends. Working with Guns N Roses has been..eventful. That's one word to describe it. Izzy is always more calm than the others. Slash, Izzy, Duff and Steven run about manic as me and Izzy try to focus on writing. They are a bunch of kids. Well so were Mötley Crüe.. Anyways!

It's Christmas Eve my favourite time. Everyone has planned to go to a cabin for the holidays. When I say everyone I mean Skid Row, Hanoi Rocks, Mötley Crüe, Guns N Roses and my friends. It's gonna be a blast but a hand full to take care of grown men. I can't begin to imagine how drunk Nikki is gonna get.

We all sat at the fire place enjoying the warmth. I sat on the floor with Sharise. Hayley, Levi, Ren and Bunny were our with Ren and Bunny's kids. The 4 of them will be leaving tonight because they want the kids to have a nice quiet Christmas. Hayley and Levi have work so they are also leaving. Me and Sharise were talking about baby names. She knows she's having a girl which she is excited about. She really likes the name Skylar which I think is adorable.

"Am I the only one that's just noticed the piano?" Asks Duff.

"Oh yeah..I just realised that." Says Nikki.

"Can anyone play?" Asks Sebastian.

Mick gives me a glare as if to say you can don't be shy, but I shake my head. I think no one noticed.

"You can play piano." Says Izzy. I look at him with my eyes widened. "Play us something.."

I sigh and walk over to the black piano of wonders. I sit down and turn to everyone who is listening in.

I begin to play Imagine by John Lennon.

Everyone begins to join in half way. A smile creeps along my face as they all harmonise with me. I finish the song and everyone gives me a clap and a cheer.
Nikki gives me a kiss on my head and whispers in my ear.

"That was beautiful."

That night it was cold, and I mean cold. The snow was falling lightly but heavily. The heating was poor so everyone got warmth from Hot chocolate, blankets and warm hugs. No one could have a cigarette to warm them up because Ren had brought her kids but they left about 1 hour ago. I lay in bed with the cold nipping at my tiny feet. I felt the other side of the bed dip and turn around to see Nikki hugging me from behind.

"Goodnight." He whispers.

"Goodnight Nik, I love you."

"I love you too."

As he slowly feel asleep I looked through the thin curtains. The tall trees had a blanket of snow covered on them. The stars shined bright and were a light itself. The hills were distant but near. I struggled to sleep that night. I had a weird knot in my stomach, but there was nothing to be nervous or scared about. I tossed and turned for about one hour. I became restless and after a while had to get a drink. I tiptoed downstairs quietly and made my way to get a drink. I turned on the small full lights and got a glass from the cupboard. I then took a bottle of Jack Daniels and poured myself a glass.