•1981•Nikki Sixx•

41. Brothers

⚠️TW: MENTIONS OF DRUG USE⚠️

I had been in hospital now for about 3 days. Nikki comes and goes because of Damon but I still haven't seen Damon and Damon hasn't met Nicholas. I'm excited for Damon to meet his brother. I can picture us all making cookies in the kitchen and watching movies on Christmas Eve. Damon's 1st Birthday would be soon too, which got me emotional but excited. Poor Damon doesn't even know what a birthday is!

I was gathering my things as Nikki put Nicholas in the carrier. Nikki stood waiting at the door as I gathered my bags.

"You ready?" He asks.

I nod with excitement. I say goodbye to my nurses and thank them for their help. Tommy and Heather were here to pick us up. I waved at them and Tommy smiled brightly at me and the sight of Nicholas. Nikki, Nicholas And I all sat in the back.

"So how are you feeling?" Asks Tommy.

"Good, really happy actually." I say.

"I'm glad! Hopefully in a couple of weeks or so we can have a girls night to celebrate you being able to drink again." Says Heather.

I laugh at her words. "God I would love a drink." I say.

The ride home was short. We said goodbye to Tommy and Heather, even though I would probably see them tomorrow.

When I got in I heard little laughs coming from the recording studio. I walk in with Nikki behind me to see Guns N Roses playing their guitars softly while Axl's sings to Damon. Damon laughs as Axl dances. I laugh and all the boys turn their attention to me.

"Looks who's back!" Exclaims Duff running up to hug me.

I hug him back and he lets go after a few seconds. They all hug me and I then go over to see Damon.

"Did you miss me?!" I say hugging his little body.

He giggles and rests his head on my chest. I look down at him and smile at his cuteness.

"You wanna meet your brother?" I ask him.

He raises his head, wondering who I am talking about. Nikki then takes a seat next to me and takes Nicholas out of the carrier showing Damon. Damon stares at him for a moment before smiling and holding his little hand. I then hear a click sound and turn to see Steven with a camera crying.

"Your all just so cute!" He Exclaims wiping his tears.

"Dude come on, it's cute but not that- ok maybe your right." Says Axl also feeling tearful.

"Thanks for taking care of Damon guys, it means a lot."

That night was very peaceful. It consisted of my showering Damon with kisses and watching TV for hours. I went to bed at about 10:00pm, I was so tired. Nikki joined me later and we both slept for hours.

We woke up at about 9:00am due to Nicholas crying. We both got up and took the boys downstairs. At 11:00 the door went.

I put Nicholas in Nikki's arms and ran to the door. I open it up to see Hannah and her husband Tom.

"I MISSED IT DIDNT I!" She Exclaims.

"Missed what?" I ask confused.

"THE BIRTH OF YOUR FUCKING CHILD!"

"Oh, the baby. Ok first, LANGUAGE! There are kids in this house. And second, yes you did but you can meet him."

"ITS A BOY?!"

"Yep, Nicholas Ryder Sixx."

She runs in the door and runs towards Nicholas. Nikki gave Nicholas to Hannah and Hannah gave him a little kiss on his head. I smiled at the sight I then turn my direction to the door and see Tom standing there.

"Come on in Tom. Your part of the big family!" I exclaim.

He laughs and walks in. He makes his way over to Hannah and also holds Nicholas.

"Where's Hayley?" I ask.

"She got married."  Hannah Says still focussing her attention on Nicholas.

"MARRIED!"

"Yeah, to some guy named Fred. I think..."

"Oh my god, I can't believe you didn't tell me."

"Well you had a baby and didn't tell me!"

"Ok that's fair.."

Hannah and Tom stayed for a while. I decided to catch up with them since it has been a long time since I have seen them. I also phoned Marcus! He's doing great at the moment.

"Ok rockstar, time for bed." I say picking Damon up.

He makes a little baby noise as if to protest. He starts to cry at the thought of going to bed. I put him into his little cot and he lies down still crying. I sing Home Sweet Home softly to him.

Nikki's POV:

I listened from the bathroom as she softly sang to Damon. Her voice so angelic. I bet there are so many men in love with her out there, in this fucked up world. Tommy certainly did, I wonder if anyone else has.

I pick the needle up from the floor, wrap it in paper and walk downstairs. I walk out the front door and put it in the trash. Along with all the others. I sigh with relief that I wasn't caught. I hope I never will.

Ally's POV:

As I walked downstairs I saw Nikki come back inside.

"Hey, what were you doing out?" I ask.

"Checking if we had any mail, I forgot to check this morning."

"Ok." I say walking over to him.

I hug him tightly and he hugs me back placing a kiss on my head.

"I love you Nikki." I whisper.

"I love you too, Ally."
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