•1981•Nikki Sixx•

6:Xmas

December 1981:

I had been living with the guys for more than 2 months now and it was amazing. Ren and Bunny were having a brilliant time together, Ren keeps talking about proposing which makes her really happy. My dad and his girlfriend broke up so he moved in with us into the extra bedroom. Vince has had so many girlfriends I have lost count; he cheated on most. Tommy is still a hopeless fucking romantic, he has occasional hookups but nothing else. As for me and Nikki. We are doing great. When I first met him I didn't except him to be like this. He takes care of me and cares about my feelings.

Today it's the 23rd of December. My favourite time of year! I loved Christmas as a kid. Even when it was my mum because every year she would buy me 2 or 3 records. When I moved to LA it only got better. Having Christmas with my grandparents, dad, Ren and at the time my sister Joanne. Joanne is a story for another time. This year I would have my dad, Vince, Ren, bunny, Tommy and Nikki. My grandparents moved to Florida last year so they aren't here but I'm fine with that. I had a surprise for Nikki. He kept going on about this car. Honestly I can't even remember the make it was... but anyway he kept talking about it and I found it a place for a cheaper price so I bought him it! I had a small job at a diner, and a salon which I earned money from, as well as performing and I had been saving up for months.  I can't wait to see what he thinks. We all decided to see one another tommorow and go for a meal at the rainbow bar and grill and then on Christmas make a Christmas dinner!

I sat on the balcony of the apartment. A cigarette close to my lips. I inhaled the smoke and then exhaled. I felt happy at this point in my life. Really happy. I heard footsteps at the door.

"Hey" said a voice

It was Vince.

"Hello Vincent." I said with a giggle.

He laughed and took a seat beside me handing him a cigarette and a lighter. We looked at the stars as I wrapped myself in my oversized grey cardigan.

"You know I am jealous of your relationship with Nikki, Ally" says Vince.

I turn around to face him. That's not like Vince.

"I know I sleep around but in a sense I just want a girlfriend that loves me and I love them. Most just use me for my money and the fact I am a rockstar."

He lowers his head in sadness.

"Vince, before I had this relationship I had my heart broken. Like bad. A man named Sebastian had been going out with me for 1 year when he cheated on me with some girl named Roxy. When we broke up I tried to get over him by searching for love constantly. I stopped searching and months later I met Nikki. Now look how close we are." I smiled at him.

"Maybe that is the problem, I am searching to much aren't I?"

He sits back and I put out my cigarette.

"As much as I love talking to you Vince I need to go to bed. You see I have to deal with 3 little boys on Christmas Eve." I say

"Wait who is coming? Do you have brothers or sister or something?" He asks

"Vince..my dear Vince. I am taking about you Tommy and Nikki." I say as I pat his shoulder and laugh.

I crawl into the cold bed trying to heat up. I hadn't seen Nikki anywhere. I lay for about 45 minutes not getting to sleep when I heard the door open.

"IM BACK!" Shouted Tommy.

" Dude Ally is asleep and your shouting!" Says Vince as quietly as possible.

"Not anymore!" I shout

I hear shopping being unloaded and then the flush of the toilet and the tap running. The door opened to reveal Nikki in his pyjamas. He snuggled in beside me and hugged my waist. A smile crawled onto my face.