The future of this fanfic

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(If we never see each other again, here's a free picture of me. Love you!) (edit: sorry to the ones who didn't see the picture but realized it would be unnecessary since I'm continuing the story baby! ;)) 

Hello everyone! I'd like to first of all thank every each of you for reading this fanfic! It brings me nothing but joy to see all of the support from you. But I feel like keeping what I have on my chest from you is a bad idea, therefore I wanted to talk about some stuff regarding this fanfic.

The thing is that I lately haven't been that well updated with bts. I have supported them, but only at a distance since it feels like my 4 strong years with the group is slowly fading. I have and will always love bts since they've helped me through a lot and are genuinely great people, but some stuff won't always last forever. What I'm trying to say is that I don't really keep up with taekook any more and have been fading away from the shipping culture in general. As my fanfic have been growing larger I've also worried about the possibilities of making the members feel uncomfortable.

Since I don't take such a big part in this ship anymore, it feels more than wrong to publish a fanfic about the two. You see, I like this fanfic and I'm proud of it, but it feels so fake to write about what once was a passion but no longer is.  It feels like I'm lying to you guys if I continue writing cause the chapters therefore would be forced an none genuine. So the real question is:

"Will I continue to update this story?"

- Probably not. I'm still going back and forth on this subject cause I still have a good ending planned, but looking into it I'm going on to my 2nd year of writing this. It's basically a really slow process that requires a lot of effort from my side, and since I'm neither mentally stable nor physically able to write this story I might as well say goodbye to it.

I'm turning to you guys on this so feel free to answer this simple question so that I know how you feel about the situation.

"Should I continue or not?"

Again, I'm writing this with nothing but love. Thank you once again for all the love and support and based on if I get any answers or not, I'll hear from you soon! Bye for now and have a great new year💕

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