Autophobia - (Vkook)

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Third person's pov

The smell of coffee entered Taehyung's nostrils as he sat down by the table infront of Jimin to talk. In a few hours, they would sit with their noses in their books and constantly complain about coming back to school after their long semester break.

"Here you go", Seokjin said while giving them their regular cup of coffee. They both took a light sip before answering with a bright thanks almost at the same time. That was one of the things people adored with the two young males. They almost seemed to be like twins or some kind of soulmates, which they couldn't do anything but agree to. Their friendship was the one you always dreamed about to have, it was perfect. It of course had bad parts too. The biggest one, Taehyung's phobia..

"So Taehyung, are you excited to go to school?", Jimin asked with a teasing smile on his lips. Even though Taehyung knew Jimin was joking, he couldn't help but take it seriously. Last year was a living hell for him and not because of bad grades, but because of all the toxic gossip that had spread about him in the whole school. He got to hear the mean comment little gay kid after that every day.

"Jimin you know what I feel about that! I have many reasons to not want to go back to that place!", he pouted his lips.

"Haha, Taehyung you know I'm just joking. I hate school almost as much as you do", Jimin answered before he drank almost half of his coffee.

"I'm going now! Make sure to get in time! I don't want you to get late the first day of school!", Seokjin shouted fram the entrance.

"We won't!", and with that said, the broad-shouldered one left the others behind in their big shared dorm.

"Kim Jisoo!"

"Present!"

"Kwon Soonyoung!"

"Present!"

The first class started. As their teacher called out their names, one certain guy didn't pay any attention at all. Of course it was your one and only Kim Taehyung. He sat at the very back row together with Jimin who was like everyone else, having a listen to what their teacher was saying. This made Taehyung anxious because of the thought that no one payed attention to him, which he hated. His palms started to sweat a little when he felt the powering feeling of loneliness creep up under his skin. He didn't like this feeling at all. You could think he was used to it because of how often it happened but the way it affected him didn't want to change.

"Kim Taehyung!"

His thoughts stopped for a moment when he heard his name. He pulled up his head from the bench it was placed on. Everyone turned their heads towards him and immediately started to whisper. His already watery eyes became even more watery when he heard what some of them whispered. 'Oooh It's the gay boy from last year', 'omg it looks like he's about to cry, what a pussy'.

"P-present", he answered to get the attention away from him. Now this was the confusing part about him. He loved attention and wouldn't be able to live without it, but still hated the attention some people gave him. Mostly because it was negative. He dried his eyes with his long sleeve before he decided to pretend to be fine. Everyone that stared at him before had stopped by now but there still was one person who didn't stop. Taehyung avoided the intense stare and looked out through the window beside him instead.

After a while he looked at the person in the corner of his eye to see that the brunette boy wasn't staring anymore. How come I haven't seen him before in this class.. is he new? Probably, it's a new semester after all. He looks young though.. omg Taehyung stop staring!!! He turned away his head when the boy was looking at him again. He instead tried to ignore the other one by looking forward at his teacher who probably already had noticed that Taehyung hadn't even opened his text book yet to read with his other classmates. Seems like another kid will tease me this year.. great. I probably deserve it.. to be bullied and left alone in the darkness with no one to love..

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Helloooo there!

So I feel like I'm going to be famous for starting to write new fanfics and never finish them😅. Anyways this is my third book ever posting. I wrote another vkook fanfic a month ago or something like that, which I won't update. I'm lazy. I deleted another fanfic because it was boring and to private, if anyone actually wanted to know that😂

Anyways, if you liked the first chapter of this fanfic be sure to like and vote if you want to! Also, the phobia will be more described through out the book if you're curious to know. I think this fanfic actually will be pretty good and the plot I'm going to write will also be pretty interesting. I can't say more than that, you have to stay tuned to get the answer!!

Bye~💜