Autophobia - (Vkook)

2

Taehyung's pov

After suffering through 3 classes me and Jimin were finally able to eat. I was surprised that no one picked on me during the time between our classes. It was true that some nasty girls talked shit about me when I walked past them but nothing more than that happened. They probably were afraid that Jimin would punch them in the face which was highly possible.

I was really happy that I had a friend like Jimin. He knows what I suffer from so he never leaves my side. Sometimes I feel pity for him though, because he maybe doesn't want to be with me as much as I want to be with him. He never shows signs that he doesn't want to be with me, but it still feels like that. Sometimes when he go and talk to his friends I feel lonley even though they're with me. It feels like they doesn't want me to be with them even though they say they adore me all the time.. maybe a mask to hide the truth.
Jimin always says that 'It's something I tell myself because of my phobia' but I really don't know if that's the truth.

"Taehyung, are you alive?", I heard a voice calling me making me snap out of my thoughts, but it wasn't Jimin's. Shit they're here.

"Huh? Yeah I-I'm alive", I responded quickly. After answering the blond haired boy he turned his head away and sat down at mine and Jimin's table together with Hoseok, the other friend. I didn't pay attention and instead looked down at my plate.

"Taehyung? Is it okay if they sit together with us today?", Jimin asked me and patted my back. I looked up and slightly nodded before going back to eating.

The blond haired boy Namjoon sat beside Jimin and the other infront of us. As I looked up I noticed that the 2 boys who used to hang with us sometimes were now 3. The new boy in the group sat infront of me and looked at me with a weird face. I right away remembered who it was.

"This is Jungkook by the way", the brown haired boy said to my with a bright smile on his face. I looked at the boy again before he greeted me.

"Hi I'm Jungkook as Hoseok said! Nice to meet you!", he stretched out his hand to shake mine. My tummy started to twist. W-why? I stared into his eyes before I slowly reached out my hand. "Kim Taehyung", I answered maybe to cold as I shaked his hand before quickly pulling away. I glanced at Jimin to see his reaction and it seemed like he understood that I was uncomfortable. He took my hand in his and put them down on the table.

"So Jungkook! What do you think about this school? You seem pretty young, how old are you?", Jimin saved us from the awkward aura.

"Oh it seems great so far! And yeah about my age, I'm 17. My old teacher said I was Idk to smart I guess and they wanted me to move up 2 years to challenge myself.", he said almost like he was trying to use the right words without bragging.

"Cool. But it's not too hard for you?", Jimin then asked. He seemed intrested in everything about Jungkook.. my breathing started to get deeper and deeper. I released my hand from Jimin's without being to obvious. Jimin doesn't care about me at all. I'm just in his way all the time.. my breathing got worse but no one seemed to notice. My legs started shaking and my mouth became dry. I don't think anyone cares. They only care about this Jungkook kid. I'm worthless.. I got up from the table to leave. I knew that it would get even worse if I went by my own but it felt like I needed for once in my life be by myself.

As I stormed out from the cafeteria I heard both Jimin and Namjoon screaming after me to come back. I didn't want them to come after so I decided to run. After running for a minute or 2 I stopped in a long hallway I never used to be in. "They're.. not after me.. anymore.." I panted for myself..

"Perfect, then lets start the game!", I looked up only to be met by a pair of eyes I always had feared. Kim. Min. Gyu...

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Hi people!

So this was the second chapter. I usually write them longer but it seems like I'm not really doing that yet. I promise they will get longer when something more interesting happens. So in the end of this chapter, I took out my special card Mingyu from Seventeen. I won't describe him now but you'll see that his character in this fanfic is really different from his real one. No hate towards him of course, I love him with my whole heart!!❤️

I don't fix my grammar and spelling errors so sorry if you find them in my writing!

Have a nice day~💜💜