Autophobia - (Vkook)

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(A/N: keep in mind that I don't fix my spelling or grammar errors)

Third person's pov

"They decided to kick me out... they told me that they would feel more than shameful if they kept me so they thought it would be better if I went to Seoul and never came back", he stared down on the food in front of him for a while. "Fast forward anyway.. I ended up moving to Seoul where I practically found myself homeless since my parents only gave me 100 bucks and a nonchalant goodbye wave..."

"And.. what happened? How did you get into the school? Did you know Jimin before this? Did you live on the street or something???"

"Jungkook! Chill down for a bit will ya", Taehyung chuckled quietly. He liked that feeling Jungkook gave him, the feeling that negative things could somehow be easier to talk about only if you look at life a little bit more positively.

"Thank you by the way... for listening to me. I really hate opening up to people, especially about this topic but with you.. everything seems so easy."

"Tae, I literally haven't done anything... but you're welcome", Jungkook answered with a bunny like smile. "Anyway, wanna continue the story? Being serious, right now the story doesn't seem very positive."

"Yeah... right. So when I came here the sun was already down and since it was winter, it was freezing cold. I remember I sat down crying on a bench outside this pretty looking café hoping that someone would help me, and after sitting there for an hour, my hero Seokjin came up to me. He helped me in to the café where I met Jimin since the two already were friends at the time. Fast forward again, they let me stay with them and Jimin personally introduced me to our principal who right away gave me a spot in our high school I quote; "Because the situation you're in is the worst I've heard of". So, that's about that."

"Taehyung...", Jungkook breathed out and looked at Taehyung who was swallowing the pain down. "You know.. I'm really thankful for you telling me. It really helps a lot for me to understand you and your problems you're going through."

They both stayed quiet for awhile.

"And though I really don't know a lot about your phobia, I'll make sure to take care of you, and be there for you whenever you need me. That's a promise."

Jungkook looked deeply into Taehyung's eyes and studied the boy in front of him. The hint of joy reflecting from the other's aura gave Jungkook a feeling that he'd succeeded in gaining Taehyung's trust. He felt a warm fuzzy feeling inside of him and almost like he just had climbed Mount Everest at the same time.

"Thank you.. that's so sweet of you.."

Taehyung's pov

Though I was unsure about how this would go, I still felt how Jungkook and I really were soulmates somehow. The way we connected was something I've never felt before with anyone, not even with Jimin. This was like an unexplored world that I so wanted to make myself a part of, even though I was scared of what could happen. For the first time in my entire life, I was ready to take a risk because of someone I barely knew, but truly liked.

For a moment.. I didn't feel alone. But did he want what I wanted..?

"So Jungkook.. what do we do now?", I asked hoping for the answer I've been searching since the moment my eyes fell on him.

"Well first of all.. you're gonna eat your goddamn food that's for sure. I'll put on something to watch on Netflix as you do so, okay?"

Oh, well yeah of course. He probably didn't get what I even meant with that.. sucks to suck I guess...

"Yeah sure.", I half hearted chuckled before picking up a fork of my food and swallowing it. (A/N: for those who want to know, he's eating rice and chicken. I've been saying leftovers for the past 3 chapters now sooo, yeah.)

20 minutes in I had finished my rice and chicken and found myself watching the community on Netflix with Jungkook's head on my shoulder. My thoughts were wandering everywhere. Half of me thought of how amazing this moment was, a fourth of me thought about how I didn't deserve this and the other fourth punished me from feeling bad for myself. Only when Jungkook laughed at the jokes on the tv was I able to pull myself out from my ongoing fucked up thoughts. Even though I felt so good about telling Jungkook about myself a bit more, I still was scared that everything somehow would effect our "relationship" just because of how afraid I am of losing people I love.. and even though me and him just started hanging out, I can still feel that our thing will grow even bigger and bigger, which will make me even more clingy and annoying I guess..

Suddenly I felt warm breathing on my cheek. Jungkook kissed it softly and looked up at me.

"Hyung what's the problem? You don't like the show?", he asked innocent with sparkling eyes.

"No, of course I do.Let's just cuddle, okay?", I said and pulled him closer into my arms.

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Hello there beautiful people!! We've come to the real action in the story! Let's see what Jungkook's and Taehyung's "relationship" will lead up to.. possible jealousy from some side characters? And big twists that no one expected.. who knows???

It really feels like my writing is pretty shitty but you know what? As long as it's readable and people enjoy it I'm more than satisfied. Thanks and see you in the next chapter💕