Autophobia - (Vkook)

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(A/N: keep in mind that I don't fix my spelling or grammar errors)

Third person's pov

The two boys were standing in the hallway all alone in silence. All the confidence that Taehyung had just a while ago seemed to have disappeared as soon as they got alone together.

"What the fuck was that Taehyung", Jungkook murmured slowly looking at the said boy who was seated on the ground pressed against a locker. Taehyung swallowed hardly and looked away with a stern face. "Hey, listen. What's going on with you? Have I done something bad?". Taehyung rolled his eyes at this almost like he was expecting Jungkook to know the cause of his strange behavior.

"Okay if you're not gonna say anything I'll just say my thi-"

"I think I like you"

Whaaaat...

Jungkooks body went numb, the only thing moving was his heart pumping against his chest like a machine gun. He felt happiness, he felt relieved, excited, every positive emotion. A smile creeped up on his face, probably noticable.

"Taehyung I-"

"Wait. Before you say anything. I think I like you but it's all going too fast. Starting from feeling weird feelings around you, getting jealous and worried sick about stuff, all in a matter of days. I don't know if you like me back but if you stupidly enough do, I want to wait before making this a thing.", he paused pulling his hair furiously because of how "stupid" he sounded. "I don't know anymore. It's the first time in a while I've been dealing with love"..

"Taehyung, I understand you", Jungkook said with a warm tone in his voice. He sat down beside him before continuing, "I like you a lot, starting with small flings from the first day I saw you. I always thought of you like my soulmate, but at the same time you didn't know me and I always thought you wouldn't feel the same. I promise you, I'll give you all the time you need".

Jungkook saw the shock in the other ones face. His eyes were widely opened and his mouth had dropped a little. They looked straight into eachothers eyes for awhile, getting closer after each second passing. Jungkook's dark eyes sparkled at the sight of the beautiful person infront of him and Taehyung watched the one infront of him like his whole world was there. This was it they both thought together, it's gonna happened they felt inside of them. They both wanted it but none of them did anything.

RIIINNGGG

Fuck... they both thought before taking a last look at the other and standing up.

Taehyung's pov

Shit.. that just happened... I was so shocked I barely noticed the bell ringing. I awkwardly smiled at Jungkook before turning around and slowly going away to my next class. I could feel the intense stare from behind me but I couldn't look at him anymore, I knew it would only make me want to have that moment with him again. Feeling his warm breath on my face looking deep into eachother eyes. Hearing our hearts beat in synch as our lips wandered closer but never met. I want it so badly now. A kiss and it would all be perfect.

I stood still in my steps and smiled warmly for myself. It was like all the bad thoughts and pain disappeared just for now, and I loved it. This warm fuzzy feeling was something I would want forever. Of course I knew this wouldn't last long before the real me showed and everything would turn pitch dark. It was just a matter of time...

"Hello earth to Taehyung? You're with me?", a very common bright voice startled me. "Jimin! Please don't scare me like that", I demanded holding my hand on my heart still a bit attacked from the previous event.

"Tae calm your balls, I've been standing here for awhile now. The teacher wanted me to go get you since you've just been standing here for 10 minutes.", me being the dumbfounded person I am just looked embarrassed at the one infront me and gave out a light chuckle. Jimin rolled his eyes muttering a quiet "you are really something" and started walking back to class with me just a little behind.

I wonder how many times this is gonna happen. Did Jeon Jungkook make me zoom out? Forget time? Is this even healthy? What if I made the wrong choice... I really need to think this through.. I'm not worthy enough for his love... oh shit.. he said he liked me... what if   I don't like him. I really am a piece of shit...

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