Autophobia - (Vkook)

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(A/N: keep in mind that I don't fix my spelling or grammar errors)
+long author note in the end

Third person's pov

Jungkook looked around a little in the fridge before he took out the leftovers from earlier. He already knew where they were but the previous event had made him zoom out for the moment and he really hated it. It was like cotton was stuck in his head making it hard for him to even focus on what he was doing. Or what people explained drugs would do with you.

"What are you doing Jungkook?", he heard Taehyung from behind him. He shook is head lightly and saw what Taehyung had picked up on. He had put the leftovers on the counter and the plates in the microwave. He let out a small sigh at how dumb he was and dumbfounded opened the microwave again to put in the real leftovers.

"Are you okay? You look a little shaken", Taehyung tried but didn't receive an answer. It made the aura even more awkward than before and even if Jungkook wanted to speak up about his thoughts, he couldn't since Taehyung probably would feel attact by it.

"It's nothing I promise", Jungkook replied giving Taehyung a half believable smile. Taehyung just shrugged to this and took Jungkook by his shoulders before asking again. He wouldn't give up that easy.

"Come on Jungkook just talk to m-"

Taehyung flew with force onto the wall behind him with Jungkook's hands dugged deep into his shirt. Jungkook pressed his chest against Taehyung's and laid his head on the other's shoulder. The other froze from the action and silence fell over them like it always did. The only thing that could be heard was their hearts pounding in together. The older one slowly looked down at the other and gulped hard. His arms were pressed against the other's body and if anyone walked in on them now they would've thought the two were hugging or about to make out.

"W-why...", Taehyung looked down at the other who was trying to speak up.

"Why are you like this?", Jungkook said digging even deeper onto his shoulder.

"Jungkook I don't know what you mean-"

"WHY DO YOU HAVE A PHOBIA?!!", Jungkook didn't even realize he was screaming. He pulled away from Taehyung and looked at him with a stern face. "Why can't you be alone? Why won't you fall asleep without waking up with nightmares? Why are Jimin and Seokjin the only ones who know and why won't you tell me?!"

The younger right away took everything he just said back. Just a pair of minutes before he promised not to ask and now he did this? He felt shame and regret at the same time as he saw the older slowly tearing up.

"I'm leaving", Taehyung pushed Jungkook away about to make his way to the door when he felt a strong grip around his wrist. Taehyung turned around in the motion and felt how Jungkook's lips smashed onto his own. He didn't know what to do. If he was suppost to kiss back or not. But he decided... that this was right, it felt right and he just wanted more and more of it. He passionately kissed back and felt how their lips moved in sync as Jungkook pulled him closer by his waist. Taehyung threw his arms around the younger boy's neck, taking in every second of the moment they shared. The soft plumpy lips on his own made his tummy twist and twirl as if it was going mad and as time went, the kiss became even softer and more tender. Taehyung breathed in the scent of Jungkook's perfume and dugged his fingers into the other's shirt.

After what seemed to be forever they unlocked their lips and slowly looked up at one another. A small smile left Jungkook's lips as he once again dugged his head deep into Taehyung's shirt. Taehyung took the opportunity to kissed the top of the head of Jungkook, almost feeling a bit proud of how confident he was at the moment. Maybe I finally should use this confidence to tell him... he thought for awhile.

As minutes past Taehyung still hadn't said anything and also had they forgotten about the flipping food in the microwave. The only thing they felt was the warmth of each other's arms wrapped around them like a cozy blanket and obviously they didn't want to ruin that. Buuut... Taehyung was god damn hungry and of course Jungkook just had to realize that.

"Oh crap, Tae! You're hungry!", he said as he started to loose his grip from the other.

"B-but... what about hugging?", Taehyung answered with a pouty lip. Jungkook chuckled a little and kissed it softly,

"No worries. More hugging later!", he said giving him a wink before heading towards the kitchen proud af because of his success of winning Taehyung's heart. What the fricking flipping frick frack frog... dog!! That was like 0% to 100% real quick!! Like am I dreaming?? Is this even real?? Should I pinch myself? How did this happen now again? Wait wait... where am I??? Who am I??? Does this mean we're together??! Omg I'm going mad again.., was about something that went through Jungkook's head as he opened the microwave and put the food on the plates.

"Jungkook..."

Jungkook made an 180˚ almost stumbling during his practically flawless turn towards his lover boy.

"Y-yes my dea.. I-I mean Taehyungie hyung?", he answered still caught up with his thoughts.

"It was my parents fault...", Taehyung paused mid-sentence and pointed at the couch to his right as a sign for Jungkook to sit down. Jungkook quickly brought the food including cutlery and sat down beside Taehyung who already was there. "I... it started with this boy I liked... you probably know this guy by now, but his name is Mingyu
(A/N: wHaT A sUdDeN SUrPrIsE!). Anyways I told my mom I liked boys and her reaction was traumatizing. She rarely got angry at me but this time she was pissed off, I could tell. And when my dad came home from work, I heard from the second floor how she told him all about it and how they made up a big scene about how they would sign me up for adoption or worse than that, throw me out..."

Jungkook went complete silent as he looked at Taehyung with pain in his eyes and literal emptiness inside of his chest. "S-so what.. happened?"

Taehyung took a deep breath before he carefully answered..

"They decided to..."

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It's been awhile I'd say.. hehe.

Hi everyone! I finally were able to finish this chapter after writing it on and off for about 3 to 4 months now😬.. Yeah.. not very proud of that. Being honest.. this chapter is so confusing for me since I really don't remember what I was suppost to write when I came up with the idea. So I've been literally trying to work this whole thing out without it sounding too disconnected? Once again I'm sorry for being so fricking late but it's all because I started high school and the pace is so much higher talking about tests and homework. I'm on a break now so maybe I'll be able to write at least one more chapter?

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