Autophobia - (Vkook)

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(A/N: keep in mind that I don't fix my spelling and grammar errors)

Jungkook's pov

I've never felt more bad about myself ever and the happiness I felt when I got to know that Taehyung finally woke up was something new to experience too. After the accident me and Jimin talked all the time about Taehyung and his life because now I was a part of their group and it was important for me to know about Taehyung, Jimin said himself. Why I felt bad was because Jimin said that Taehyung probably in the first place ran away was because they gave me too much attention. So it was officially all my fault...

Almost everyday after school I decided to visit Taehyung at the hospital as it felt like me and him were close. And it felt like we became even closer after everytime I got to know more about him through Jimin. I didn't know why, but every since the first moment I saw him in the classroom I felt a special connection between the two of us. Like two magnets pulling towards eachother and matching perfectly, almost like the moon and the stars who shines beautiful on the night sky. A feeling I've never felt before but still wanted to explore.

Everytime time when I saw him on the bed at the hospital I got mixed emotions flowing inside of me. Sadness because of what happened to him but still butterflies in my tummy because of his extremely handsome face. I found myself blushing while looking at him sometimes.. I'm really weird.. it almost sounds like I'm in love lol. I can not be in love with him after only 'talking' to him once and looking at him without him knowing..

Still, I knew almost everything about him at this moment and he didn't know a single thing about me. He probably doesn't even remember my name.. Even though, I was on the way to the hospital together with Jimin and the others in the taxi and it started to twist inside of my stomach while I was thinking about Taehyung saying hi to me and talking to me...

"Why are you blushing Jungkookie?", Jimin interupted me. "Am I?", I asked probably blushing even more.

"Yes you are, I can see a tint of pink on your cheeks Kookie!", he laughed making the others turn their attention towards us. "Is our dear Jungkook blushing, how cute!", Seokjin said and pinched my cheeks at the same time.

"Stop it hyung!", I wined and pouted my lips.

"Then tell us why you were blushing. Did you think about Taehyung?", Jimin said with a small smirk on his face.

"W-why do you think that?", I said stuttering and heating up even more.

"Oh come Kookie! You've been the one visiting him the most and everytime we talk about him you always listen like you have elephant ears, so don't try to act innocent", Hoseok said to me from the frontseat of the car.

"Ugh.. you're making me go nuts! I've said many times already that I'm. Not. In. Love. With. Him!"

Third person's pov

The boys finally arrived at the hospital a pair of hours after they got to know that Taehyung had woken up. Hoseok together with Jimin were running to the front door and the others walked just behind them. Everyone were excited about finally being able to meet him and to talk with him.

"Hey, I see you're going to visit Taehyung", a nurse said before we were even able to come to the counter. "Right Jungkook?", she then said teasingly and smiled. "Yeah", he said quietly looking down at his feets. "Then follow me", she said leading them to Taehyung's room even though they all already knew where it was. She opened the door and let the boys enter before she left.