Chase Hudson Is Trouble

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"Did you look for me?"i asked chase while we cuddle on the beach watching the sun rising from under the sea.

"Of course" he said while nazzeling my neck. "I went home and you weren't there" he sighed "i waited but you didn't come back so i picked my jacket and drove through the city to zack's house". This took me off guard.

"For real?" I asked and he nodded.

"They were sitting around the table and you weren't near them, i asked one of the little boys around and they said you didn't show up today. So i left".

The quiet morning set me at peace and his hug so warm it made me forget the chilly sunrise. I nuzzeled deep into his chest and he hugged me tighter.

"So you called Atticus?"i concluded.

"Mmmh" he hummed "i called him to ask if whatever he saw you or know where you are and he told me that you're with them in this beach" he sighed and i giggled, i know he must've been confused to why i'm hanging out with the gay couple.

"I knew this place because we came here often when we really wanna run from reality so i drove all night so i can get to see you" he looked me in the eyes and his grey were so warm.

"What if i didn't wanna see you?" I asked.

"I took my chances" he smiled and leaned down to lock our lips in a long comforting but still hot as fuck kiss.

"Well" a voice cut us off from eating each others after a while, the innocent comforting kiss long forgotten. "Someone here enjoying the trip" Atticus voice rang deep in my heart and turned around so fast terrified of being cought red handed.

"It's okay" chase whispered in my eyes and i looked at him and found him rolling his eyes on Atticus "good morning for you too" he annoyingly mumbled.

"When you called and asked about ester i didn't think that you will follow us here" he walked towards us with damiar on his side , i didn't even notice him. My heart was beating so loud and i think my face gave me up because Atticus looked at me and laughed "come on eater you sure didn't think that i didn't know about the little game you playing with hudson" he rolled his eyes playfully and laughed.

Confused i looked towards chase and he was smiling mischievously. So everybody knew about us and i didn't realise it sooner.

"We're literally roommates ester" Atticus said once he sat himself by our side with damiar sitting cuddled in his lap.

"I" i stuttered and then sighed "it's a long story" i said "and i don't feel like telling it right now". Atticus smiled and nodded his head and then looked away from us so he can cuddle his lover while watching the sun with us.

Being exposed like this game me a sence a relief more then worry, at least i'm sharing this secret now with people that care about me . It's okay. I smiled and dug deep into chase chest while he pat me on the hair.

After that beautiful sunset we decided it's time to leave. "Are you going back with us ester?" Atticus asked while we pack our stuff into the jeep. I looked at chase and his huge bike and i decided i should go back with chase. At least i give them some privacy and i myself get some privacy as well.

"I think i would like to enjoy the air today" i looked to chase in the eyes and he smiled.

"High! High! Captain" Atticus greeted and drove off in a few minutes with damiar on his side.

"It's only us now" chase hugged me from behind and gave me a little kiss on the cheeks "wanna get breakfast?".

I nodded "i'm starving".

Few minutes driving we found a small village on the road. Chase said that he know this place and him and Atticus would always pass it for breakfast each time they come to the beach. We stopped near an ordinary dinner filled with people getting breakfast before work. It was probably 8am and the lack of sleep started to get a troll over me.

We held hands while we we entered the place. It was surrounded with booths and tables with fresh doonats and freshly brewed coffee, my mouth watered just by the smell of it. We sat near the glass windows and ordered our food.

"So" he asked "how are you doing?" I looked up to him and his eyes were soft.

"Okay" i mumbled.

"Is that why you decided to come here?" He lifted an eyebrow "because you were so okay you wanted to enjoy the sea in literally the middle of the winter"

"What do you want me to say" i rolled my eyes on him

"The truth ester".

"It's devastating" i said looking at the window as if i'm not the one who's talking. "Knowing the truth , the feelings , the shit i did and all the bullshit i went threw" i sighed while still looking outside at the small children riding a bike in front of the shop.

It is devastating, it hurts like hell knowing everything that happened while i cry myself to sleep because of some bullying that i suffered, the girl that was burned to death ; chase's sister and my father who was the reason of that. I was happy with my ignorance. I wished i stayed like that , or maybe i wished i knew the truth since the start. Maybe that way i wouldn't suffer this much. But now what is done is done and my lover is sitting right across from me. I should learn to understand and move on , not forget because i will never do but learn to live side by side with the truth.

"I know it's hard" he held my hand and squeezed the shit out of it. "But we're together and we will overcome this together".

"How can you look at me and not think about it chase? I literally remind you with what happened with my existence" tears started to accumulate in my eyes but i didn't wanna ruin our little half date in this breakfast dinner.

"I saw you and fell for you even before what happened" he started to talk and took me out of my dark thoughts "before everything ester, when everything was so simple but i didn't have the courage to talk to you, i wanted since then nothing will change my mind" he squeezed harder "everytime i look at you, i see the girl that i want , the girl that i wanted and the girl i'll always want". He then leaned down and kissed my hand.

If i tell you guys by the time the waitress came back with our food. I was literally wiping tears out of our table. His warm embrace and kind words were i thing i actually needed for my emotional healing.

NOT A SEA TRIP WITH GAY COUPLES IN THE MIDDLE OF DECEMBER.

My phone rang ; it's my mother.

"Hey mom" i picked up

"Ester" she said happily "your father is out , he proved his innocence".

"What?".