Chase Hudson Is Trouble

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The grey clouds filled the sky and the rainy muddy road hugged my shoes and the back of my pants. I walked home. It's been another long day in school, another lonely day. I went to the library, cafeteria and the classes without any troubel. It seems like everyone forgot about my father and they no longer mentioned it everytime they see me.

It's been two months since the last time i saw my father outside the jail sells and i miss him. Me and my mother spend the day quiet without him. She doesn't want to talk about him unless she's visiting him and meeting his lawyer. And i didn't wanna bother her anymore with my question that she's obviously will not respond to ;

"Mom! What did he do ?why did they took him away ?"i asked after the cops went and she's been hysterically crying. She looked at me in a wierd way ; angry? Pitty? Regret? Hate?.

"It's a misunderstanding i'm sure" she said after a while "he'll never do that" she whispered and i believed her.

I walked slowly holding my umbrella enjoying the sound when the drops hits my umbrella and slide down the paved streets. few minutes more and i'm home.

Just then a light flashed towards me, a car i knew too well drived right towards me with speed that did not stutter to halt ,a speed that can kill. I run towards the pavement to get as far as i can but the water that splashed me was too hight and fast to run from. It hit me and i'm officially drenched. My blood fuelled and i glared to the owner of the car who looked at me like i'm the most horrible piece of shit he ever saw.

"You're a fucking child" i screamed with all the anger and frustration that accumulated throughout all the bullying that i experienced. "What the hell did i do to deserve this" i bowled my eyes and my tears mingled with the rain.

He looked at me with more anger , as if i reminded him of what exactly i did wrong and he hates me more. He get out of the car and walked towards me slowly. His eyes were red from anger? Sadness? Grief? He closed the distance between us and then pushed me straight down the cement pavement, the rain poured over us and i cried harder.

"You're worthless park" he said looking down on me while i bowled my eyes out "just like your father".

I snapped my eyes open and jerked out of sleep. I looked around my dark room except for the window that were decorated with ferrylights. Nightmares are back . Tears accumulated in my eyes and i cried so hard that night. I hated myself, how i made a fun out of myself. How i degraded myself once more and once more after that. What did i think , we'll become friends? Roommates? L-lovers?. Chase Hudson hates me and he'll always hate me. He'll use any chance that is giving to him to humiliate me , break me and make me hate myself.

I didn't go back to sleep but weapped my self throughout the night and by 6am i was already out of house before anybody can wake up ! This is literally one of my worst weekends and i have alot of those.

I grabbed a cup of coffee in my way to school and settled by the stone tables around the campus. It's still early and most of the students were yet sleeping. I drank my coffee and did some more reading of my novel hoping that the misery of jane eyer will maybe lessen mine and i grieved her and me at the same time.

The morning breeze blew my hair and piece of it flew by my eyes. I tried to remove it with jerking my head a little bit but it was stuck . I removed it with my hand and i didn't realise that in the second of blindness a boy was in front of me. I looked up and it's zack , Zachary smith. Pouty zack with puppy eyes probably wanting forgiveness or came to explain.