Chase Hudson Is Trouble

#19

I sat my lazy ass tonight after work and i decided i will get rid of my laziness and update for you cuties 🥰 it's October 15 if i did not update on this date that means i failed miserably.

It was exactly 3am when i entered the apartment, everything was quite and the light were off. I sneaked quietly into my room and closed the door slowly so no one knows i came back at this godly hour of the night. I got rid of my shoes and threw myself into the bed. I sighed.

"Today was insane" i whispered to no one and looked aside to the bathroom door. Is he asleep? Is he home? That's the first idea that came to me. I sighed again.

"Today was insane" again, i whispered to no one . I mean today was really insane, i was kissed by chase hudson my ultimate bully and my greatest nemesis. The boy i hate the most. Add to that zack asked me to be his girlfriend. Like i knew that question is coming eitherways and i thought i have the answer but the timing guys!! THE TIMING!! i screamed in my mind.

I woke myself and stared to the bathroom door so intensely. I hate him, i hate every single thing about his that kiss sucks

No

That kiss was the worst

No

That kiss was the ugliest kiss even

No, that kiss felt like icecream after a hot day. That kiss felt like a cold coke after a big mac sandwich. That kiss felt like my favourite song playing in a car at night. That kiss felt like heaven.

But the one that kissed me is the devil.

I know chase will not let this slide without using it to hurt me. I know him too well by now. I wish i fighted him earlier, i wish i tried to stop him. I just surrendered easily. I stood up and took off my clothes for a long hot shower. I hesitantly opened the shared bathroom door and peaked my head inside before entering. No one here. I slided myself under the hot water enjoying the warmth in the October weather. My mind went racing back into the moment where our lips met and the memory of the sounds he made and how he made me feel. I felt my heart skip a beat and my body is getting hotter. His lips, it tastes so good so delicious, so delicate. But, a flashback of the horrible things he done to me come rushing and i was so frustrated my eyes teared a little bit. I looked at his door and a part of me wanted him to come, hug me and maybe kiss me again but also a part of me wanted him to get the fuck away from me.

Part of me wanted to run away.

15 minutes later i finished my shower, combed my hair into a bun after drying it. And i was about to go to bed but something in me wanted to see chase, maybe he's asleep and i can steal a quick sneek peek and go to bed. After thinking it off for a while i decided i will check on him and even if he's still up we can talk about what happened today.

I opened the door and dipped my head between the frame and the door but my heart sank.

He's not here.

A/n
I failed on updating on the 15th so i'm trying again on the 17th . Hihi i hope i can finish today.

Chase is not home, that idea took my mind away for hours. He's not home. Where is he? Is he with that girl? Ugh!! My frustration is killing me and it's almost 4am and i have school tomorrow. I sighed and decided to sleep. I'll probably see him tomorrow and we can talk. That's the last thought i had before sleep took over my tired body.

Chase didn't came back today as well. Atticus said he went back home suddenly and that took me off guard. He went home, like to California? Why?
And why so suddenly. Whatever.

I miss him. It's been a week since he went back to California. My life moved just like it used to do. I went to school and hanged out with jhonny. And like every day zack will meet me by the entrance and we would go on a car ride or eat icecream. I still didn't give him an answer to his request. And he's been nothing but patient and kind with me.