Chase Hudson Is Trouble

#13

*slightly hot chapter ahead*

It was a winter night, the land was covered in snow and i was by the windows cuddled in a warm blanket and a hot cup of coffee. My favourite song was playing in the background with mom cooking dinner in the kitchen. It's already 9pm and dad is not back yet, i guess he's in a bar today too.

I looked down to the book in my hands "the hard truth about sunshine" i touched it's cover with my fingertips and hugged it to my chest. I love this book so much but it makes me sad. It tells a story about a group of people who met in a support group and they went together to a trip because their mentor asked them to take a road trip and they'll be set free from attending the meetings. Forced, the 4 took a car and headed to nowhere. they get to meet and know each other ; 1 girl have a disease that is affecting her eyes and she's going blind after few days. The other is a boy lost his leg in war and he no longer have a reason to live . 3rd boy have cancer and he'll die in 3 months and the 4th is a suicidal girl that got raped by her uncle and wants to kill herself all the time.

These 4 people bonded together in the journey but, that doesn't mean they healed. spoiler allert ; the girl became blind but the one legged boy is her boyfriend now . The cancer boy died and the suicidal girl killed herself exactly after experiencing the happiest moment in her life along that group of friends.

It's sad that we still lose ourselves even when people love us the most. I looked up to the windows because a flash of bleu and red ligh cought my eyes. the cops are knocking on our door. i run towards the door but my mom asked me to stay away. I stood by the glass windows while mom talks to the cops and started crying. I didn't know what to do. I was scared and shaking. Neighbours were already gathered in front of our house to know what happened and with all that people around. a shadow cought my eyes ,just behind the tree far away from the house. I know that face i see it everyday in school. Is that chase Hudson?

A strong feeling of nuisance made me jerk up and i'm in my dorm room with a huge need to throw up and a horrible nightmare. Just as i was about to throw up a hand cough me and a bucket was put just in front of me to puke in. I emptied my stomach and felt so dizzy and sweaty. This is horrible. Another batch of stomach acid emerged from my throat and i puked again. After few seconds of absolute torture i recognised  that there was a hand coughing my hair. I looked up to the owner of the hand and it's chase. I felt like crying and i didn't realise that i was actually crying until my bed mattress dipped and the hand that was once held my hair is now hugging me.

"Shhh" his voice is velvet "it's okay" he said and only said that.

"What happened?" I asked sobbing down his chest. I don't know why i'm crying but i kept going on and on and on and he kept hugging me.

"You were drunk and hight at the same time" he said stroking my hair "why would you do that?" He whispered.

"I didn't drink" i said to myself more than to him "and i don't remember wanting to smoke either".

"What do you mean ?" He said now with his voice angry more then concerned.

"I've never drank in my life chase" i told him with my head still laying on his chest. I like it here it's warm and he smell so good.

"But you were drunk when i saw you" he said thinking for a while "did you drink any wierd juice or something?" He asked me.

"Tristan brought me a coke" i responded and i felt my head hurts so bad so i whined "that's the last thing i remember" i felt the need to sleep again and i wanted to until he stopped from laying down.

"Hell no you need to shower" he said and started pulling my legs down to sit on the bed.

"I don't want to" i whined "my head hurts" i tried to lay down but failed again.