Chase Hudson Is Trouble

#27

Before we start i want to apologise about being late and about the last chapter that i wrote miserably and i'm not happy with it. I will rewrite the last chapter when i find time so i'll tell you guys once i update it again :3. But for now let's continue this story. This chapter is a little bit different.

Chase hudson pov :

It feels empty, my bed feels empty. I opened my eyes and looked around missing the warmth i had all night. Ester is not beside me. She's must be in the bathroom or went to her own room. I understand. all the things she knew and experienced last night may be a little bit hard to absorb. I sighed but stayed in bed looking at the ceiling. Everything that happened is hard for me too to absorb. And i've already known for 4 years. It must've been immensely harsh on her.

But Last night was literally one of the best nights i had . And i hope it's one of her best nights as well. However i feel like i did something wrong.

Maybe being together is not the right choice. At least not now. Not before understand and getting used to the fact that our past will hunt us forever. Is not like i just can simply forget about my sister and goes on with life surrounded by her family and occasionally her father without going nuts. Lìke i would absolutely eat that peace of shit bite by bite if i get him in my arm. I was getting irritated so i stood up and headed towards the kitchen to eat something. Maybe ester is in the kitchen i thought but i didn't find her. Instead there was Atticus.

"Morning" i mumbled and sat my ass down the stool next to him "smoking again?" I rolled my eyes "when will you stop being a factory's chimney.

"Fuck off Hudson" he spat back.

"Already in a bad mood" i asked but he didn't answer. Instead he grabbed another cup and poured me some coffee.

"Oh" i understood " if u giving me coffee then u need my advice" i grinned mischievously.

Maybe getting absorbed in Atticus's problems will get me stop thinking about mine.

"It's damiar" he sighed and i knew it already "he doesn't want me anymore" hi finished and i sighed as well and put my head on my hands.

"Maybe it's for the better" i said and he rolled his eyes and then looked away.

"Of course it's for the better" he whispered "but i don't want the better, i want him" his voice broke and i felt his pain.

Ester and me will be better without each other but i don't want the better life without her. I want the fucked up shit with her 😔 i always did. Even 4 years ago. But i choose to make her hate me instead, threw her away so she can live painlessly but what i coused is so much more pain for her.

"Then run after him" i said "beat the shit out of him and then kiss him till dask" i ushered aggressively with my hands.

"It's not that easy" he stood up and opened the windows probably to smoke.

"I know" i whispered but he didn't hear me.

The silence took over the room with Atticus smoking and me drinking my coffee silently. Ester is yet to come out of her room and i started to worry.

"Where's the girls" i asked Atticus and he ushered with his hand to leela's room.

"Leela is sleeping" he said "and ester went out in the early morning".

"What?"i said a little bit louder then intended "where did she go?". I asked hurriedly.

"Why would i know" he shrugged his shoulders "probably hanging around smith they're a couple after all" he finished his cigarette and threw it away and closed the windows.

I didn't wait. I stood up headed towards my room to get ready to go out. Why would she go. We literally fucked yesterday and she would wake up early in the morning just to see that bitch. I was furious .

i hurriedly put my clothes on and wached up. The took my bike key and headed towards the door.

Driving through the streets of newyork all i thought about is why would she leave without notice and why would she go to zack of all people. Did she regret being with me. I turned the curb towards the house that yesterday was housing a frat party . Parked my car few houses far and once i stopped to look . i saw exactly what i feared to see.

Ester was between his hands hugging. Then they held hands and went inside the house.

The anger that accumulated within me was so intense i droke my bike so fast i could've been dead long ago. What the fuck . I screamed WHAT THE FUCK.

End of chase hudson's pov.

Waking up next to chase was like heaven. But i didn't deserve this heaven. So i left.

The first place i wanted to visit is Johnny. I wanted to talk. To tell him all the messy shit that happened yesterday. But he didn't pick up. It's probably 6am and he's asleep. I walked through the streets to think. I've never had the chance to appreciate the beautiful New York streets. I entered the coffee shop near the campus,it's Sunday so it's nearly empty so i drank my coffee slowly thinking about everything that happened yesterday.

My dad being the reason of his misfortune, and me cheating on my lovely boyfriend. And i'm probably gonna hurt chase as well sooner or later. I sighted. Why would my life be more complicated than like it was. I was better not knowing the truth. My tears dropped in my cup of coffee.

"It's still too early to cry" the nice waitress said while filling my cup of coffee "i'm sure everything will be fine once you talk about it with someone" she said and i wiped my tears and thanked her for her kindness.

That's probably what i should be doing. Talking. I'm gonna talk with zack first. I finished my cup of coffee and headed towards the frat house.

When i reached the house i was surprised with the boys. Crowded by the lawn talking awkwardly. The first one who noticed me was Tristan and he ushered zack about me.

When zack saw me he walked fast towards and hugged me tightly. He said "Bryan" he whispered sadly "cops took him".

"What?" I said and looked him in the face. His eyes was blood shut and he looked tired.

"Cops stopped him yesterday and found drugs on him" he said.

"That suck" i mean i knew Bryan was about weed and getting high but drugs?  Zack was sad and i don't think it's the right moment to tell your boyfriend you cheated. I patted his shoulder but he hugged me tightly and said

"I'm glad you're here with me" he then held my hands and led us to the house. Once we're almost near the door we heard a bike roar.

"Isn't that Hudson?" Tristan said. I turned back so fast to get a glimpse of the dark bike before it turned the curb.

"Yes it is" zack said.

Well ... i'm absolutely fucked.

Well well well .. your pro procrastinator author is back with another update. Ester didn't really go well with the truth even with the support of hudson. And now he thinks she went back to zack. I mean whatever right? Right?

Let's try 35 votes for next chapter and also again i will tell you guys once i rewrite the last chapter. I will include more details if u know what mean *insert pervert face*.