Chase Hudson Is Trouble

#33

I'm on my free day and i'm on my period 🤧🤧

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"The court issued a 50 meters restriction order" a voice mumbled "i guess he got out easy of this".

"You also get a 50 meter restriction order away from him" the same voice continued "he's been in the hospital for hours now stitching".

"I just can't deal with this right now Atticus" oh it's chase "it's absolutely killing me that i couldn't protect her" his voice is shaking "just thinking about it i want to squeeze the life out of that bitch".

Oh it's chase. My mind mumbled. Chade Hudson our bully.

"She's been like this for hours" Atticus mumbled "the shock made her like this".

"I don't know what to do anymore" chase spoke "she looks okay but she's absolutely distant"

"It's like she's not here".

The room door opened and a third person came in "i think i know what's wrong for her" it's damiar my dear friend "i don't know if it's a secret but she told me she was regularly visiting a therapist back home" he voice dragged off "i think if we call him we may know what would help her get out of this".

"The hell" chase growled "why don't i know about this".

"Maybe because you were the reason why she visited him in the first place" damiar growled back.

"Come on guys" Atticus went in "it's not the time to throw the blame let's for his number and call him i think she would be saving it on her phone".

"Okay" chase spoke "we'll do that for now".

Silence, the voices are gone. So i drifted to sleep.

The hands are so warm. The hands that are currently petting my hair. This feels nice and it smells good as well.

"So what's the doctor said" voices are back again. This time it's damiar.

"It was hard for me to make him speak" chase spoke again "he said patient confidentiality or something" i can feel his eye roll without seeing it "he said that when something happens to ester that may damage her severely her minds take up a protective course of her memory that leads her to lock the pain away"

"Basically, she just doesn't recognize the pain" Atticus spoke "so why is she like this"

"It's not like she doesn't recognise the pain it's just she pretends it didn't happen and it's all a bad dream" chase spoke again "it's a protective instinct, her doctor said it started during hight school years and he's trying to help her from that time"

"Did he succeed" damir spoke , oh he's here too.

"Obviously not" chase mumbled "but this situation got much lighter until what happened.  I think she was healing until the bastrad" he stoped talking. "Her doctor said to give her time and that's exactly what i'm gonna do".

The voices disappeared again.

Being alone with my mind is something i'm actually grateful for. I can think for whatever time i need just to conclude what happened to me, so basically i moved out of my house to newyork for college i thought i left all bad memories back home but i was surprised i found chase here , my roommate to be exact, i didn't like it at first but i decided i should move on and stand for myself, fire went on between us over and over again until finally it got steady and we were okay with each other. I fell for him and another boy fell for me. We didn't want to confess our love to each other and thus i became a girlfriend for another man. Then time passed and we finally surrounded to our feelings me and chase but i ended up cheating on my boyfriend so after he discovered he almost raped me until someone came and saved me. Still leela was the one who told zack before i get the chance to tell him myself.  Ugh she need to hear a piece of my mind !! That bitch.

I opened my eyes and looked around , i'm in my room. the weather quite perfect. I looked at my phone , mom called few times but i don't care right now . Today is the 10th of February, it's been almost 8 days since what happened in the race. That's enough weeping for myself. 8 days are enough i guess.

I stood up and padded to my bathroom, i need a shower i stink. I opened warm water and i used my favourite shower gel it smells like my baby. I miss my baby. I wore my bleu dress and dried my hair put on few drops of make up and blush and of course lipstick.

I stepped out of my room and found Atticus and chase sitting on the sofa lost in thought. My baby looked so tired his eye bags are quite visible and dark, i compensate for you later but for now i need to deal with a bitch.

"Oh my god" i heard chase talk "ester are you okay?" He came rushing my way but i just smiled and headed towards her room.

Atticus and chase were a little dumbfounded and followed me inside. Leela was texting on her phone when i opened the door without knocking.

"What the hell" she said while putting the phone down looking at me and the two boys following me.

"I should be the one saying that" i shouted at her "WHAT THE HELL LEELA" i closed the distance between us and now she started looking nervously towards me and Atticus.

"Hey ester" he finally spoke "is everything okay?" Atticus asked Stepping between us .

"No" i glared towards her "i thought we were friends you traitor bitch and even if we weren't friends i thought female stood for each others" her face went limp "how the fuck you can do this to me".

Her body was shaking so hard i understood that she knows exactly what i'm talking about.

"You deserves it" she finally spoke and it made me boile to the core. "You betrayed me as well". She screamed back.

"What the fuck" Atticus and chase spoke "can you fucking explain for gid sake".

"I wasn't unconscious that day" i looked towards chase and i saw the pain "i saw and heard everything happened around me and this god damn creature was there too and i heard her talk with zack"

"What the hell" chase lunged at her but met with Atticus arm still not understanding the situation.

"What the fuck" Atticus spoke "i don't understand"

"She told zack about me and chase , she was right there when i was laying on the ground and she did nothing about it"

Atticus face fell to the ground, his eyes were wide as the sun while he stares down to the ground. Finally he looked at her not believing what he just heard. But she did not show remorse instead she spoke her mind.

"Don't look at me like that" she growled "you all betrayed me and especially you Atticus" she looked him dead in the eyes "don't you think i don't know about you and damiar" her eyes teared "you cheated on me and she knew about it but never thought to tell me" she then glared at me "i did the right thing, i told zack about her cheating so i can give him justice that i've never received" tears trickled down her face. And Atticus was silent. We all were.

"She almost got raped" chase spoke growling like a men ready to kill "does she deserves that as well" he stepped towards her again and again Atticus stood between them. "What" chase screamed "is she getting away with it".

"She's gonna pack her things" Atticus said "and i'm gonna drive her to the dorm until she finds another apartment" he looked dead in her eyes with tears on his cheeks "she's leaving".

I held chase hand tightly and dragged him out of the room. His face still angry red but i held him and hugged him tightly "let them speak" i said "they need to speak it out and i should've done that too".

He hugged me tighter and it felt like home. But then

My phone rang , it's my mom.

Guyyyyyys few chapters away from the end hihihihiih i'm on my period so an emotional chapter is all you get :3

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