Ultimate's Book Of Thoughts (Ranting Book)

random 2

more scattered thoughts

also memory spoilers so

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it really confuses me how people hate noxium so much

yes he was written to be annoying

but that doesn't mean guanaco was justified in killing him at all

and ppl tend to side w the literal serial killer

u have to remember, i wrote the story from guanaco's point of view. there's a lot of stuff that he finds annoying, or that he interprets in a certain way, or that he remembers incorrectly that makes him seem like the good guy

but even tho he tried he did still kill people

and noxium was rude a couple of times but he legit just called the authorities when he saw the known murderer with a literal child like

yes he's annoying but,, what would you have him do instead

idk it just makes me feel weird when ppl interpret my stories to be something else

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i'm tired of dealing with yt people honestly, whenever one of my videos gets popular they come out of the woodworks

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scratch that im tired of people

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i made a satire tag group on fb called "Do straight people even like each other?" making fun of boomer humor memes about men hating their wives haha wife bad

i got ripped apart for it which sucks

it's literally just a tag group, why

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my mom asked if i wanted a sweet 16 birthday party since my bday's in a month

and i told her about our partially transphobic family members and she said that we could just invite my awesome aunt, uncle and great-aunt if i wanted bc it was my party

so now i'm emotional at the fact that i get to choose who i spend my time with for once *celebrates*

also what did i just reveal my age on wattpad yea idgaf none of yall are gonna come to my house and murder me for it

probably

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i hate it when my friends are having a hard time and i cant do anything

i just want to help them and make them feel better but i'm only someone on the internet

i can't really be there for them

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i do like that we can show affection tho

we say ily all the time and it's clearly platonic

there's no wAIt a minute it's just,,, normal love for your friends and i haven't had that before

i haven't had strong friendships before

they were forced and strange

but this is different, it feels nicer

i feel

loved

most of the time

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ok thats it for tonight i'm tired it's 10:45 pm and i need to go to bed

bye

-Ultimate ;)