Ultimate's Book Of Thoughts (Ranting Book)

heh

y'know what's fun

being told that you're too sensitive

and believing it

look i know people keep telling me that i'm not too sensitive, that i'm right for being alarmed or offended by things, but i still always feel like there's something wrong with me

also i think i may have social anxiety but i can't tell anyone, because i brought it up once with my mom, and briefly mentioned anxiety another time and she immediately said "wow you're really convinced that you have it aren't you"

bringing up the possibility twice does not equal "convinced" wtf mom

at least i'm getting a therapist soon, maybe i'll feel comfortable talking to them

idk it might be a lost cause

i might be a lost cause lol

whatever i should just get back to drawing anyway

this is my life now ig

drawing, worrying, drawing, sleeping, repeat

people keep trying to start up a conversation but i don't have the energy

i don't have the will to deal with anyone's crap right now

-ultimate