Ultimate's Book Of Thoughts (Ranting Book)

misgendering

it all started when someone on yt misgendered me on purpose as a joke

im not even worried about that anymore

it's just

constantly

and sometimes it's not even me

whenever i make a character with neopronouns, people just use "they" instead. like??? that's still misgendering wtf

i know it's not intentional and i dont blame people for being confused but still

people actually use neopronouns so if some people have troubles with that in an oc... will they actually try on a person?

im just

really exhausted of it

i just want to feel like i belong

like im valid even though the world seems to think im not

"she", "her" "daughter" all of these things hurt more than they should

and yet im just given excuses

"sorry, it's too hard for me to remember"

"im already calling you by your name, it's too hard because of what your body looks like"

"i wont give you respect till you earn it"

"theythem isnt singular, i cant call you that"

"you're not a he, you're a she. stop trying to use boy pronouns"

im so exhausted. i just want it to end. how hard is it to realize that misgendering consumes me? I count each one. i cant just let it roll off my back because each time is another time when people aren't considerate of me. when people decide that their comfort is worth more than my happiness.