the chaotic adventures of sakuatsu.

•I Don't Want You Back•

-mention of angst
-inspired by the song I don't want you back by AJ Mitchell
-maybe making a part 2?

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Atsumu had been pestering Sakusa for awhile, that's what's Sakusa's interpretation of. But in reality, Atsumu had been really worried for his boyfriend because neither did he just ignore him but blocking all of their connections and avoiding him like nothing happened.

This made Atsumu upset and mad that he decided to confront Sakusa at the end of their practice match with the Adlers. As the whole team where packing up to leave, Atsumu announced to his captain and to his coach that Sakusa and him will be staying for a bit to clean the room and promised to lock the gym. This made Sakusa feel bitter and sticking with the one he despise the most here at the lonely room. This made Sakusa grimaced at the thought, not knowing Atsumu grabbed his hand and dragging him on the storage room.

Finally out on his thoughts, he pulled his hand away, roughly and it made Atsumu winced at the sudden contact. He was shock to see that Sakusa Kiyoomi, his boyfriend retracted his hand from him and glaring at the boy, so cold and emotionless.

Atsumu slowly walked up to hid beloved and trapped him between his arms, either at the side of the black-haired man. Sakusa avoided his gaze and this made Atsumu hurt. The way he was avoiding any affections of Atsumu was hurting him in every different way.

He carefully grabbed his chin and lifted it a bit just to see Sakusa's eyes, tears building upand about to burst. This made Atsumu shocked and he can't help but to hug his boyfriend, tightly and burying his face on Sakusa's shoulder. "What's wrong baby?" He muttered softly, rubbing his hand on Kiyoomi's back, drawing imaginary circles but stopped when Sakusa pushed atsumu away off of him.

Atsumu widens his eyes, surprised at his boyfriend's choice of action. He couldn't understand his boyfriend right now. He's crying and wanted affection but was shoved away when he will give Sakusa the love he deserved.

Reaching hid hand for Sakusa, the black haired boy suddenly shouted "WHY ARE YOU EVEN HERE?!" He yelled and pointing at Atsumu, who was confused and also hurt. He didn't know what he did and this action from Kiyoomi made him hurt.

"W-What did I do?" He asked softly and about to reach out again, attempting to hug his boyfriend and talking things out but no.

"Just why Atsumu...Why? DID YOU EVEN LOVE ME?! OR ARE YOU JUST PLAYING WITH ME?!" He yelled again, tears won't stop coming out of his eyes and pain evident on his eyes which made Atsumu's heart break.

Believe me when I say Atsumu wanted to lash out and cry his heart out when he heard his beloved say "Let's stop this, Miya"

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It's been weeks since that incident happened and Atsumu was nowhere to be found, not even in practice. While Sakusa on the other hand was having his struggles on moving on from the incident. He didn't knew what made him do that but when he saw Atsumu kissing another girl around their campus on a lunch time where they would suppose to meet with each other.

Sakusa was waiting for Atsumu under the big cherry blossom tree that they called their meet up place. It's almost time to go back to classes and Sakusa is an impatient person. Living a note behind the big tree for Atsumu to read, he left the place. Turning around the corner, he couldn't believe his eyes on the view he saw in front of him.

A girl with blonde hair, wrapping her arms on Atsumu's neck while kissing his boyfriend and what made Sakusa break was his boyfriend closing his eyes and seemingly enjoying the kiss. He couldn't believe his boyfriend was cheating on him. He hated the idea and his trust for Atsumu shattered into pieces, so does his heart.

Taking the other route, away from them, he finally ran out of the place, tears where already streaming on his face. Unable to keep the broken state he was in, he ran straight home.

Ever since, Sakusa had been avoiding Atsumu, cutting possible communications and connections with him. Not knowing how to official break things off.

Now that it was officially over, he couldn't help but to feel empty and cold in the inside. After that incident, he's been dealing with his emotional state and keeping his posture fixed as possible. But what bothered him the most is that Atsumu was nowhere to be seen anymore.

Ever since the break up, Atsumu showed once, hair dishiveled and eyes puffy and bloodshot eyes. It was horrible for the team when they saw Atsumu's state. This didn't gone disregarded by Sakusa himself, taking Atsumu's state and felt guilt and sadness swarm him up but shrugged it off.

He deserves it.

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On the other hand, a certain blonde boy couldn't keep the incident take it jokingly and whatever. He felt he was being stab all over and over again. He just wished he could be better with Sakusa, be a man he deserves and not pestering him and annoying him all around. He couldn't keep his tears back and burst out, crying after drinking his 10th bottle of beer on his one of a hell mess of his apartment.

Ever since then, his routine goes like this; crying, going out to buy drinks, drinking, crying, taking pills, and sleep for at least 3-4 hours, not enough for him. He felt horrible. He certain isn't him when he didn't have his Omi beside him. He cried and cried to sleep, not bothering to eat.

He's been neglecting his practices and college. He couldn't face Sakusa right now. He couldn't understand what's happening right now. They where okay right back there and suddenly Sakusa had been avoiding him and the next thing he knew, he was there, left alone on the storage room. On his knees and crying his heart out on the lonely room while holding the shiny object in his hands.

Sakusa's necklace

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author's note:

HEY HEY HEYY! I guess this is the first angst of this one-shot book and I'm planning on doing a part two. Also, as I mentioned at my note, I'm not a fan of someone being killed as an angst so I consider this as mild angst for myself but I don't know about y'all. If ya guys wanted to request some angst, you can chat me or comment! Anyways LOVE Y'ALL AND PEACE OUT!!