Habits

Forever Yours

Pairing: Rachel/Quinn, Quinn/Santana/Brittany friendship.

Warning: Character death.

Summary: How does a Quinn cope when Rachel dies after they only barely started their relationship?

A/N: This is like, jumping between times so make sure you read the year as well as the date just so there isn't any confusion.

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March 16th, 2012..

"I-I'm sorry. She didn't make it." The doctor told them. The tears immediately sprung to Quinn's eyes.

"No." She whispered, shaking her head. "You're a fucking doctor! You weren't allowed to let her die!" She screamed as her body shook. She continued to sob as she felt Santana touch her shoulder. "No! Don't-don't touch me! Don't fucking touch me! Bring her back to me!" She screamed and shoved Santana as the tears continued to fall freely.

She was suddenly engulfed in a hug and being slid down the wall. "Shh. Shh, it's okay." Santana said as she rocked Quinn back and forth, even though the blonde was slamming her fists against Santana's chest.

"Let go of me!" Quinn screamed. "Fuck! Let go! Bring her back! This isn't fucking fair!" Her hits grew weaker with each word. Finally, she relented and put her face in the crook of Santana's neck as the sobs racked her body and she shuddered.

"It's not okay." She choked out. "She's gone!" She could feel Santana's tears falling on her vaguely. "Bring her back, San. I need her." She sobbed.

"I know. I know. It's gonna be okay. You'll be okay." She said, voice cracking.

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September 9th, 2011..

"What the fuck?.." "Is that Rachel Berry?" "Why is she with Quinn?" "Do you think she's going to kill her?" "No, they're holding hands."

Both girls heard all the whispers as they walked down the hall, hand in hand, but they chose to ignore them. This was their senior year, there was no way in hell they'd let anything get in the way of their happiness.

Sure, their relationship came as a shock. Hell, it even surprised them. But, it was real. They cared for each other so deeply that even Santana acknowledged it.

Speaking of Santana. The latina was walking behind them, glaring at whoever looked at them strangely.

Santana and Brittany were their number one supporters through it all. They had been outside in the car when Quinn told her parents, they were there when Quinn's father yelled at her but her mother hugged her and told her father he could accept Quinn, or leave, and they were going to be there for them from there on out.

When they got to Rachel's locker, Quinn placed a lingering kiss on Rachel's lips and pulled back with a smile.

"Bye, I'll see you in History." She said.

"Bye." Rachel whispered. It was all still so surreal to her. Sure, they started dating near the beginning of summer. But, she was dating Quinn Fucking Fabray. Who would've seen that one coming? Well, according to Santana and Brittany, everybody apparently should've seen it.

All Rachel knew was that she was tremendously happy with Quinn.

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March 21st, 2012..

It had been 5 days since Quinn got the horrible, horrible news about Rachel. She couldn't eat, or sleep or drink anything.

Thank god for Santana. Quinn was absolutely positive that she'd be dead too without the latina making sure she was fed and laying with her when she couldn't sleep.