"This what we have is something I would call the never ending storm,there are moments where you think just because the thunder stops that it's getting better,but then there's rain... I'd like to think the rain is my tears that will never stop falli...
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I close my eyes and try to distract myself with questions, questions of any kind, just so I'm not present in reality cause who would want to be?
Favourite food?
Anything chocolate,I don't care which kind,just chocolate, chocolate, chocolate.
One place I want to visit?
An island without people,I can't be around people anymore, they're mentally draining.
The perfect man?
One that doesn't talk,move, intrupt me,uses electronics only for talking not stalking....So Stephen Hawking.
What was my biggest dream?
Why does my brain have to go to that?
Ever since I was a little girl my biggest dream was to be a dancer, I love how they move with such ease and carry so much talent in their soul and body,how they can make any move look flawless and how energetic they are,even after hours of dancing they still manage to put on a show and charm the crowd, for me it was one of those dreams I had when I was little and it sort of stuck around, no matter what career someone would suggest I would stay on dancing,even when they would tell me it wouldn't bring food on the table,I would watch several videos and learn the choreographies just for the fun of it, I told myself,if I'm not dancing by the time I'm 27 then I know I failed at life.
....For now it seems I failed, I failed big time.
It's actually sad and embarrassing how I had so much free time in my life and achieved nothing...Don't be like me.
Instead of becoming a normal dancer,to do ballet and wear those amazing costumes, I chose to work in a warehouse,it wasn't exactly a choice,it was something I had to do, I've been one for two years now, unfortunately this is the only way to pay the bills and food, don't get me wrong there's nothing bad about it, it's just not something I wanted to to with my life,it was never even on my mind until I randomly passed a ton load of boxes,I was just so close to dance in a big opera house...Just so close but yet so far.
Before this unnecessarily hard job?
Before this job I was a dance teacher with my mom,she was the best in town and absolutely adored dancing, I got that passion from her,to her it was never a job or a way to make money,it was something she was passionate about,my love for dancing came from there and I always thought I would be the next best dancer in my family, I thought I was going to dance all over the world, something that my mom never had the courage to do...but God had different plans.
