The Neverending Storm| Completed

Chapter 34 {Edited}

Richardo pov

Two months.... she's been gone for two months now.

I feel like my life stopped,my heart became dark and cold and I don't think of anything except how much I hate myself.

I just spend my days thinking about her and how much I regret making that fucking bet,I killed her....My possible bruised ego killed her.

The world just feels empty and lifeless,it feels like I'm dead with her, I'm not even living anymore...I'm surviving.

I'm going to her grave today,they didn't find the body ,the grave is empty but it gives me comfort, I sit and talk to her about everything and how much I blame myself for her death.

I tell her about Ariel and my work, about my ups and downs that keep happening every minute of the day since I found out about her,I miss her so much,the world lost color when it lost her.

She's been showing up in my dreams every single night,she is always smiling and laughing,I miss her so much,I miss her attitude and her hugs, I would burn the world down if it means I can see her for at least ten seconds.

I want her to hug me at night and tell me what happened to her while I was away,I want her to run her fingers through my hair like she always did.

I miss her attitude,her stubbornness, I miss everything about her that kept me grounded and at peace.

I sit on the freshly cut grass next to her grave, looking at her picture on the stone.

"Hello, I'm here again just like I promised"I say putting a bouquet of sunflowers on her grave.

"Ariel is doing great,she started ballet recently...I wanted her to dance like you did and she picked ballet,you should see her she dances like she's been doing it for years"I laugh and look up at the sky.

"We were supposed to get married,break the contract and be together forever...But you left and I don't blame you...But don't worry,I'll be there soon,then we can laugh together".

"Don't say that"Austin appears standing in front of me with a worried look on his face."You're not going anywhere,you still have Ariel and the whole mafia to run".
"It doesn't make sense without her here,she was the one that kept me alive, without her I don't have a reason to exist".

"That's not true,you have many reasons to live...And you can find someone else, there's plenty of fi-"I get up and grab him by his collar.

"Don't you dare finish that sentence,she is and was the only woman I'll ever touch"I spit out pushing him away and turning to Isabella's grave.

"I'm coming soon amorcita"I touch the picture on her gravestone smiling at it.

"You have that "I'm retiring" announcement in two days, Carlos is coming too"I feel myself getting tense at the sound of his name.

"Are you going to kill him?".

"Yes" .

"But you don't know he killed her,maybe it's just a misunderstanding"I get up and look at him.