Isabella Pov.
I open the balcony and walk out, light cold breeze hitting my exposed arms.
"What the hell are you doing Richardo? I told you we're done,we said our goodbyes".
"I told you to get down right now before I shoot all of the guards and Austin along with them"My breath hitches in my throat at his words, the last thing I need right now is him attacking people with wives and kids because of me.
"You don't have a choice Isabella,get...Down"He says through his teeth,his facial expression changing from relaxed to tense and angry,his glare sending straight goosebumps down my spine.
"You have ten minutes or I'm killing you myself"I close the balcony door and walk down the stairs, heading to where he's standing.
The closer I get the more lightheaded I feel,he made my blood pressure spike up with his sick games, I walk in front of him and stop to stare into his eyes.
"Amorcita"His voice comes out as a low tone whisper,the voice he used when he would try to confuse me, unfortunately it still works like a damn charm.
I clear my throat and wrap my arms around my stomach protectively.
"Go back to your wife Richardo".
"I am, I'm standing right in front of her"I roll my eyes and laugh sarcastically.
"Besides that,when were you planning on telling me you lied about the miscarriage? You planned to keep my child away from me? Since when did you become such a terrible person Isabella?"I make a tsk sound with my tongue before walking past him to the bench.
"I was planning on keeping him away from your toxicity and that stupid life you live,sorry for thinking about what's best for the only person in this world that didn't hurt me so far"I tell him off and sit down.
"You know well I never meant to do it on purpose,me coming here proves it to-".
"It doesn't do anything except make me feel even worse,if you came here to get me back and think I'll wait for you with open arms then back around and leave"I say, cutting him off.
He squats down in front of me and leans on my knees with his whole body weight.
"We both know you don't want me to leave,tell me how much did you missed me?"He asks with a smirk on his face, I look away and try to move my legs but he only holds them tighter.
"I know you missed me alot, it's been four months without you and all I want to do now is kiss you but how can I do that if you didn't miss me?"He says,his hand slowly going up my leg.
"You definitely missed me in one part,we all know that your hormones were probably crazy, weren't they? I mean that's a long time for you not to be touched"I swallow hard,I know exactly what he's doing and I know better than to fall for it again.
"No,I slept your friend every chance I got, that part was taken care of...Very nicely"His face loses color at my words and the grip on my knees loosens enough for me to get up and walk away.
Of course I didn't sleep with Austin but he doesn't have to know that.
I walk further in the garden when I feel a strong pair of hands turning me around.
"You better be lying Isabella"I take a step back and yank my hand free from his grasp.
"It's not important anymore,this is over,it was good while it lasted and now it's time to move on"He goes quiet.
"I can't risk it anymore,do I love you? Absolutely,I always loved you and I'll never stop loving you but is it worth all the shit I know you'll put me through?...No"After those words I suddenly felt empty,crushed and even... Helpless while staring at him.
"This is not over,this will never be over,this isn't for another lifetime, I'll have you even if it's the last thing I do on this Earth,for God's sake I can't stop thinking about you even after everything you said...This is meant for now, tommorow, forever,in all the lifetimes and it can't end...".
"Look I-"He puts his hand up stopping me.
"No, listen to me, I don't need anything or anyone but you in my life, you're the only person that knows the real me and you didn't leave when you found out,you left because I'm a moron,I can't see you with anyone but me, I would kill the next man that comes near you in a heartbeat"He says and takes my hand, kissing the back of it.
"I'm so sorry for everything, I know I'm making it worse by being here but I can't let you slip away...I never believed in it but...Yu are my soulmate, that's why you still love me,I make you mad but you love me more that anything,you don't have to tell me because I can see the way you still look at me,even after five months of not being near each other you still have the same full of love look on your face"My lower lip quivers as I listen to everything he says, he's right about all of it, I'm relieved and happy that he's here, I missed him so much but I'm so scared of it ending,for good this time,I don't want to be without him but he drives me insane.
He gets on his knees and looks at me,his eyes a little glossy.
"I don't know what I can do to make you stay with me...My brain is too foggy to think... I prayed to God for you to understand and forgive me but I wouldn't blame you if you walk past me like I'm nothing, because I truly am nothing...just a person that made you feel like shit without realizing it... I'm deeply sorry amorcita,from the bottom of this fucked up soul I'm sorry"And just like that he hangs his head low and his shoulders relax, first time I have ever seen him this miserable and powerless,on his knees, even tho he always said no one could make him kneel down in defeat.
I wipe my tears and look at him again.
"You sick,dumb, manipulative idiot"I say and slowly run my fingers through his hair like I used to,he looks up in surprise,his eyes starting to look more clear.
I sit on the grass and press my palms on both sides of his face.
"I-I have no idea what to say except that I missed you,all I wanted was to hug you and sleep next to you...It's stupid because you did all that and I still couldn't just forget you, but you need to understand that I'm hurt by everything you did, I can't just forgive you like it's nothing"He nods.
"I just don't want you to leave forever,at least let me enjoy this while it lasts"He says and lays his head on my lap.
"I missed this, I couldn't sleep without you, it's been five months since I had a good night sleep"I chuckle and stroke the back of his head slowly.
"I missed it too,I've been doing it to Ariel every night,you two both like falling asleep with it"I see a smile forming on his face as he closes his eyes.
"That's because when you went missing...When I thought I lost you for good,she used to sleep with me and I would talk about you while rubbing her head,she wouldn't sleep without it"I melt at his words, it's surprising to hear him act all soft and nice.
"You're a good guy Richardo...Just a little bit of an idiot".
"I agree, I really am an idiot"I nod and look up at the sky, suddenly remembering what Monica told me.
"...Where's Palmer?"He groans.
"I kicked her out of the house and forced her to sign the divorce papers before I came here"I stop stroking his hair and my eyes widen.
"You what now?!".
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The Neverending Storm| Completed
Romance"This what we have is something I would call the never ending storm,there are moments where you think just because the thunder stops that it's getting better,but then there's rain... I'd like to think the rain is my tears that will never stop falli...
