Chapter 58 {Edited}

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Isabella Pov.

"AUSTIN!!!"I scream out and throw the papers on the floor,he bursts through the door almost falling in the process.

"E...What,what happened? Monica?"He looks between us confused.

"Get a room for her, she's going to explain everything while I go take care of something"I say and without another word, I rush behind the house,my whole body numbing in anger and hurt.

He's alive, after all those years he's alive,and the first thing he wants to do is end my life,this is absurd, all this because of jelaousy and hate.

Because of a failed relationship everyone is at risk,how dumb of me to even step foot into that restaurant, I should have stayed at home and all of this wouldn't happen.

I walk to the rose garden and sit on the bench breathless,my legs and back killing me from walking too fast.

"You really stressing inside there, aren't you?"I say while rubbing my belly.

"If you're anything like your dad, I'm staying on your wife's side so she doesn't lose her nerves like I keep doing on repeat"I say and pull my phone out.

I open the contacts and look at Richardo's phone number that I yet still, don't have the heart to block.

"I have so much to say to him,I feel like the only way I'm going to fully get over him is if I see him one last time"I talk to myself while holding my finger above the call button.

"Damn it"I press the button and put the phone in front of me, leaning in the bench.

"Don't pick up, don't pick up, don't pi-"He pick up and my heart drops .

His pale and tired face appears on the screen.

"A...Amorcita?"He says,his voice coming out as a whisper, I wanted to hold my tears in but I failed,they were already running down my cheeks when I saw how exhausted he looks.

"Look what happened to us Richardo"I say and let out a quiet sob, God this isn't supposed to go like this.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all of this, it's my fault"He says and leans back on what looks like a leather couch in his office,the phone leaning against something on the table, letting me get a good look on his whole body.

"Are you okay, my love? D...Does it still hurt? The miscarriage and the loss of our son?"He asks ashamed and sad,his eyes closed while his head rests back.

"...No,it doesn't hurt but you know what does? All this, because it wouldn't have happened if I didn't care about you at the restaurant"I spit out angrily making him look at me.

"Don't say that"I shake my head.

"No, it's true,what did I got from all that? I got hurt and now I'm looking at someone that was supposed to be my forever, married to someone else!!"He stares at me stunned but I just keep getting louder and angrier.

"Yes I know about the whole plan and I can't even believe it,I don't want to believe it but that ring on your finger is making it all easier!!!"He chuckles deeply,wrong moment to get turned on but here we are...Soaked.

"I know about the marriage with Austin,guess we both moved on,just like you wanted us to do four months ago,I don't see why you're mad"His words shock me, I know it's true,but he makes it sound like I did it for no reason.

"It's better like this,if I was with you there it would be ten days of hurt and then two days of sex and love,is that the life you wanted to live?".

"Amorcita I don't care about sex,I just want you,I will never stop loving you and I would rather die than let you be happy with someone else, it's all bullshit when I say that I want that but I know deep down that you'll only be happy with me,with Austin I know he won't do anything but if I see another man next to you,only God will be able to stop me from what I would do"He threatens,his anger visible through the screen.

"That's all you ever did, threaten people around me but you never got to understand that-".

"I understand that I took you for granted,I didn't realize what I had until you left,I didn't understand that the only thing keeping me calm was knowing that you were waiting for me in our house,you would be sitting and listening to music while waiting for me and then when I came,you would rub my back while I lay my head on your lap, I had no idea that waking up to you every single morning was so adicting,I can't even sleep at night,all I do is drink and stare at the wall, guilt is eating me on the inside but I'm staying back,for you because I hope one day you will forgive me for being so horrible"He says with teary eyes, I was about to say something but he cut me off.

"Wait,you said what you had to say back at the hospital,now it's my turn to tell you how I feel... Please?"I bite my lip anxiously before nodding my head in hesitation.

"I can't sleep in our room because it reminds me too much of you,I don't leave my office and the framed picture of you on my desk is the only thing keeping me from grabbing my gun and ending it all, that's how much it hurts me,all I want is for you to be here,I want to see you smile and I want you to be sit next to me, run your fingers through my hair while I sleep,I miss you so fucking much more and more everyday, I don't care about anything except getting you back"I press my lips together trying to keep the loud sobs in check while he talks.

"I remember promising you forever and I will keep my promise,even if it takes me years,I will get you back,I will fight for you until the day I die Isabella"He says and stares at the camera intensely, his eyes drained but full of determination.

"Richardo,no....I love you to death,you are my soulmate and the love of my whole entire life but sometimes the soulmate thing,like ours...zit doesn't work,we were made for another lifetime...I wanted to call you and tell you that I know what happened with Palmer and I just wanted to see your face before I finally block your number"I say with a heavy, suffocating feeling in my chest,his face falls but he just nods,not saying a word.

"Goodbye...Carino"He looks up,,a small smile on his face.

"Goodbye amorcita".

Richardo Pov.

She hangs up and yet again,my heart feels empty.

I get up and walks to my desk, looking at her picture.

"I'm not giving up Isabella, I'll be seeing you sooner than you think"I say to myself.

The doors open and Carlos walks in with a smirk on his face,two of my guards walking behind him.

"I got her address like you asked, we're leaving tonight,your amorcita will finally be close to you" .

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At this point I'll just stfu and post when I get here inspiration.

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