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The next morning, you find yourself alone in the villa. Sungji left a note saying that they all were gone somewhere, and Suho told the others to let you rest at villa since last night, you got the fever.
You put the note on the desk with a sullen face, *How could they leave me alone? They are so mean!* Pouting, you walked into the bathroom, take a shower and changed your clothes.
You walked out of the room and the villa is very quiet. Looks like all the maids were going out. Sighing, you walked into the living room. You narrowed your eyes when you found Luhan was lying on the sofa reading a comic.
“Luhan oppa?” You asked in surprise. He immediately sat up and smiled at you. “How are you? Is your fever gone?” He asked.
“Uhm, Yeah… But, What are you doing here? I thought you were out with the others.” You asked as you gave him a puzzled look.
He chuckled, “How could I leave you alone here?” You smiled and approached him. You sat next to him and turned on the tv. You laughed as you watched Running Man on SBS, Luhan closed his comic and stared at you with a smiling face.
“Jiwoo….” He softly called you. “Yes, oppa?” You responded without looking at him. “Do you love Chanyeol?” His surprising question that makes you stopped laughing and turned to him with a shocked face, How would he know?
“What do you mean, oppa?” You faked a smile.
“I already knew about it, He loved you. Right?” He pretended to smile. You don’t know what to do, how to reply, all you do just gave him a small smile then tried to avoid his conversation. “Do you also love him?” He asked again, you were silent and didn’t answer.
After several minutes of silence, You sighed and said, “I don’t know, I don’t understand my feelings.”
“You know, You can share stories with me. I will listen to you,” He smiled gently. You touched by his kindness and gentleness, Luhan is a very good guy. You softened and looked at him, “Why oppa always be kind to me? Can I know your reason?” You said.
He stiffened, *Because I love you.* but then immediately smiled again, “Because you were like a sister to me, Can’t I care about you?”
You chuckled. Shaking your head, “Of course you can, Sorry for asking…. I’m just curious.” You smiled.
“Then tell me, What do you feel about Chanyeol?” He asked.
You looked confused and hesitant. You think about the question and the answer suddenly appeared in your mind, but you still don’t understand. You shook your head and smiled a little, “Oppa, Do you remember when Yeji almost slipped on the stairs and suddenly Chanyeol caught her from behind?” You looked at him and he nodded in reply.
“At that moment, I felt pissed off. I don’t like to see Yeji in his arms. I don’t like to see Chanyeol with another girl, I want Chanyeol always be my side—“ You stopped talking when you feel there is something wrong. It’s the same feeling that you felt to Kai. Your eyes widened and covered your mouth in shock as you stared at Luhan.
He softened and patted your head, “Silly, It’s simple.” He said with a chuckle. “Because you are in love with him, Jiwoo. It’s the answer.”
Your cheeks turned pink and lowered your head, *Be-Because I’m in love with Chanyeol?* You thought then a small smile appeared in your face, *Yes, Because I was in love with him…*
“So, What would you say to him?” Luhan said, makes you lifted your head and stared at him. Then with a smile in your face, you shook your head. “I don’t know…. Oppa, I feel think It is unfair for Kai. Kai has just died and I still mourn him. I want to be alone first…”
