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Chapter 26

Y/N POV

A week has passed and it was Sunday again. I couldn't bare to face Soobin or the others right now. I've been kinda ignoring them and just staying in my room after class, even during class I talk to them of course but I make excuses after. I know the others are worried for me but if I saw Soobin and asked if he felt anything I would start to cry. My heart hurt very much and I knew the attachment was gone. I knew the only thing right now that can help me get through this was dancing. I get up from my bed and see where the candles used to be and see there was still ash.

*Ding DIng*

(Hueningkai messages)

Kai: okay what's wrong Y/N you can talk to me :( It's been a week and I'm tired of the guys lol I miss hanging out with you! 

me: I'm okay I just feel sick. Girl stuff lol

Kai: stfu lmao!!! I know your lying is it about Soobin? He said he felt the attachment is gone plus he looks so different now. He's asking for you! WE ALL ARE DAMNIT!

me: kai shut it!

Kai: NO :') I miss you and Soobin wears a lot of different shades of blue now it's unsettling lol but you probably find it cute he also looks like a soft boy LMAO

me: I know we like to be hype the others in the DMs but STAP lol

Kai: :( sorry, I thought you would think it cute aha and I bet Soobin still likes you too you should just talk to him :>

Me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

me: my heart hurts a lot okay so I need some space...

kai: ... Wait you still feel something for him?

Me: no lol plus I no he doesn't like me I can feel it :')

kai: ah ok ok got it :') lol, I will make an excuse for the others don't worry okay! lips are closed!

me: okay thx kai <3

kai: <3

*end of messages*

I put my phone down and get ready to head to the dance room next to the auditorium. I know I'm going to have to face my friends and Soobin they are my group but I just needed time to breathe. I took out my suitcase that carried my leggings and my thin arm cover that tied to the middle of my waist. I put my extra clothes in my bag and head out the to dance room. I was glad to be out today but I was sad. After all, I felt so stupid because I felt so heartbroken over someone that wasn't even real for them. I pass the courtyard and take the route I wouldn't be seen. I didn't want to run into my friends. As I passed the building that's is far behind the cafe I open the door and see no one was in the dance room yet which was good. I went to the girl's locker room quickly to change into my dance clothes. I matched the colors of maroon and black. As I walked in front of the dance mirror I saw a guy that looked familiar. As he turned around it was Jimin, I rushed and hugged him tightly.

"Jimin how are you here right now?! I haven't heard from you?! I'm sorry I've been so busy I expected you to come on visiting day!" I said feeling tears fall. I can tell the guy in front of me looked confused. I let go of the hug and put my bag down next to his, took his hand so we can sit like we always do.

"Uh-"

"I'm so glad you are here how are you here? You don't know the amount of crap that goes on here it's so much more stressful! There are a lot of cute guys here. If you met my friends you probably hit on all of them." I said to him laughing and felt relieved.

"I kinda had this thing with this guy but I think it's done now and it's hard because people here take friend groups seriously-"

"Wait wait Y/N I think you have the wrong person." He said with a chuckle. I froze and was confused because of the Jimin I know. This guy's voice was different.