Now or never! [END of BOOK 1]

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Jungkook's pov

For the past three days, it's become increasingly apparent that Y/N is avoiding me. Every attempt I make to initiate a conversation results in her evading me. We hardly cross paths anymore.

I had grown accustomed to her presence, and this sudden silence was unbearable. I was at a loss as to why she was shutting me out. Y/N meant everything to me. I understand that she might not reciprocate my feelings romantically, and that's okay. All I ask is for her friendship, for her to treat me with the same warmth and kindness she always has.

As the door clicked open, signaling Y/N's return, I couldn't tear my eyes away from her. She entered, busying herself with her belongings before disappearing into her room without so much as a glance in my direction.


Today, I refuse to accept this silence. I need answers.

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I cautiously approached Y/n's room, my heart pounding with anticipation. As I pushed open the door, I found her standing on the balcony, her gaze fixed on the stars twinkling in the night sky. She seemed lost in her own thoughts, a distant expression on her face.

 She seemed lost in her own thoughts, a distant expression on her face

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"Y/N?" she flinched at the sound of my voice.

"J-Jungkook? Wh-what do you want?" Her voice trembled with uncertainty.

"What's been going on with you? Why have you been avoiding me for the past three days?" I demanded, my frustration bubbling to the surface.

"I-ignoring you??? No, I am not!" She protested weakly, her gaze fixed firmly on the ground.

"Yes, you are! And I don't even know why!" I retorted, my tone sharper than intended. I moved closer to her, gripping her arms gently in an attempt to coax a response. She still refused to meet my eyes. "Please...? Tell me if I've done something wrong. Did I hurt you unknowingly?" My voice softened, a pang of guilt washing over me.

"Jungkook... you kissed me." Her voice cracked with emotion as she finally met my gaze. "YES! JUNGKOOK, YOU KISSED ME!! Now you tell me why you did that??!!"

My hands fell from her arms as her words hit me like a ton of bricks. I wracked my brain, trying to recall the events of that night. "I didn't-" It slowly dawned on me that I had indeed kissed her, a faint memory but a reckless act driven by my own conflicting emotions.
"Answer me, Jeon Jungkook! WHY DID YOU KISS ME?! You know I love Taehyung! Then why? Why? WHY!" Tears streamed down her cheeks as she struggled to hold back her sobs.

I was at a loss for words. This wasn't how things were supposed to unfold. I had made a mess of everything. "It's because I LOVE YOU, Y/N! I couldn't help but fall for you. I tried to suppress my feelings, but I couldn't. I thought it was okay if it remained one-sided. I even fabricated an imaginary girlfriend so you wouldn't suspect anything. But I've only succeeded in betraying my friend and making a mess of everything! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... I feel helpless and ashamed of myself. I am truly sorry." My voice cracked with remorse.

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