Don't Leave Me.✅(JJK X Y/N X KTH)

Freedom

I want to share with you something.

As you have seen, I have used varieties of languages in the book 'Don't Leave Me' 
One of the judges had recommended not to use it. But I think I am against it. I am a multilingual and know more than 3 to 4 languages. So I use good quotes in different verses. This attracts readers living in different regions. And you might also gain some knowledge about these languages.

I prefer to use many such famous quotes in the upcoming chapters too. I will provide the translation for each. English book doesn't mean you can't use other languages as references (as long as translations are provided)

Hope you are okay with my decision. Thank you for being with me.

I purple u 💜💜💜

-Jeongsri

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❗This chapter contains triggering scenes like suicide and self harm. Read at your own risk!❗

There is a spoiler at the end

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y/n's pov

As soon as Jungkook left, a pang of regret washed over me. He had been crying, his eyes red and glossy. I knew I had gone too far with my words. He was only trying to help me, and I had lashed out at him.

Despite his tough exterior, Jungkook was a soft soul, softer even than Tae when it came to emotions. My harsh words were definitely uncalled for. I had never spoken to him like that before.

I ventured out into the corridor of the apartment, hoping he might still be there. But the space was empty. "Perhaps what he said was true..." I sorrowfully sighed to myself and closed the door behind me.

"Is he correct? Was I hallucinating you, Tae?" I whispered, hoping against hope for a reply. How foolish! He was too far away to hear.

I shut all the windows and drew all the curtains, blocking out any trace of light from outside. My life was engulfed in darkness from within, so I refused the intrusion of any light from outside. I would be living in darkness from now on.

Sitting on my bed, I hugged my knees, burying my head against them. "I am the worst girlfriend anyone could ever have! How could I not know about your sadness behind that bright smile?! I should be the one gone instead of you. I hate myself!"

The events replayed before my eyes once again...

"TAEHYUNG!! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND??!! YOU WILL FALL DOWN!"

I started hyperventilating as I remembered his face, those dark, empty orbs, and his sad whisper."I am sorry..."

I glanced at my cold, trembling hands, missing his by just a second.

"No... No... Please... NO..." I could barely get the words out.

There he lay, on the green meadow five floors below, peaceful. Slowly, the dark red liquid spread around his head.

I felt a panic attack coming on, struggling to breathe properly. Beads of sweat covered my shivering body as I clutched the bedsheet tightly, trying to chase away the dark thoughts.No help! No rescue from my guilty world!

"I deserve it! YES, I DESERVE IT! I have to bear this punishment forever!"

2 days latter