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"How much do you love me?" Taehyung asked, his voice soft.

"Much more than you can think of", I replied while playing with my locks.

"What if I don't love you back?"

 "I will still love you the same."

"What if I leave you?"

"You cant. I will follow you to the heaven."

.......

The scene shifted to that omnious day.

"I am sorry...."

He jumped! There he laid, on the green meadow five floors below, peacefully. Slowly the dark red liquid spread all round his head.

"No- this can't be...... Taehyung you—" my words stuck on my throat. "No, no you can't just leave me like this!!"

"I am sorry too, that I can't let you go alone. We will always be together; I can't live without you!" I laughed at my words like a psychopath. I let go of my holding. Now I stood on the thin rod. Slowly I bent downwards.

"LEAVE ME! LET ME GO TO MY TAE! HE IS WAITING!!! LET GO!!"

..........

I flung my eyes open and sat upright, feeling a pair of arms wrapped around me.

"Hey... it's okay... calm down... It was just a nightmare..." Jungkook whispered in my ear.

I panted heavily, tears involuntarily streaming down my face. "Jungkook, why didn't you let me die that night?! I am tired of this sinful life! I had promised him I'd follow him to heaven, and then I even broke that promise! Why, Jungkook, why?"

"It's because you are my best friend. I love and care for my friends. I failed to save one..." he spoke, still hugging me. "Now I don't want to lose another. Besides, I have promised him to always be with you."

"You're right. I won't die so easily. It will eat me up from inside, I will suffer for my deeds. I let him die in front of my eyes!"

He broke the hug and spoke in an angry tone, "Stop living in the dark, Y/N. Even I am guilty. If only I had come a bit sooner... But we can't change our past, can we? Death isn't a solution. Try to live your life for the ones who love and care for you. Imagine how they would feel if you leave them like Taehyung?"

His words might have been bitter, but they were the truth. What had happened couldn't be changed. I had to live the rest of my life, at least for the ones who loved me. I had made up my mind. I would fight against this! I would live my life my way! And I would definitely find out the reason behind Tae's suicide.

"Thank you for the support," I spoke in a heavy voice. "I understood your words... and sorry for bothering you at this hour."

Jungkook looked at the clock. It was 3 am. He shook his head. "It's okay... my office starts at 11. I can wake up late tomorrow. Now, you go off to sleep. You're the one who needs to wake up early."

I nodded and went under my blankets. Kookie left the room once he saw everything was fine.
His words played in my head.

"It's because you were my best friend. I do love and care for my friends."

Why was I smiling like an idiot? It was a giddy feeling. It felt like he meant something more than just a friend. "Y/n, get some sleep! Your mind was going crazy due to drowsiness!"

After that, I slept pretty well. My eyes opened at 8 am. I stretched myself and got ready for the office. I went into the dining room. It was empty. Jungkook was probably still sleeping. I wouldn't disturb him then. I prepared some sandwiches for us.

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