I Love Anxiety - Tamaki Amajiki x Reader

Chapter 7 - Her Smiles

Tamaki's POV

I sigh when Mirio shuts the door, blocking Y/N from sight. Mirio smiles brightly as always and drapes his arm over my shoulders. "How've you been, Tamaki?" He asks.

I look at the ground. "F-fine."

He chuckles. "What was Y/N doing here? And... With no shoes?" Mirio asks.

I shrug. "It's kinda a long story."

He shrugs too. "It's okay, you don't gotta tell me. Sorry I came uninvited..."

"Is it happening again?" I ask as Mirio sets his bag beside the couch.

He rubs the back of his head. "Hehe yeah."

[I actually dunno what Mirio's family past is cuz I never really looked into it but I bet it's the total opposite of what I'm giving him but who cares, y'know?]

"My Dad came back home pretty intoxicated. Is it okay if I stay the night?" Mirio asks.

I nod. "Yeah." I lead him into the kitchen so he can get something to eat. Then he spots the knives covered in frosting and raises and eyebrow at me when he sees the extra cupcakes on the counter.

"Did you make those with her?" He asks as he looks in the fridge.

I blush a bit. "Yeah." I want the world to swallow me whole when I think of what I did. A lust I've never felt before just rushed through me when she looked at me like that... It's so embarrassing. >////<

I get the thoughts outta my head and focus on Mirio... Well... Try to. But my mind wanders back to it and I become a beet every 2 minutes. Luckily, Mirio was always turned away, busy making his sandwich.

[Also, I wanna apologize to Mirio because he's totally third wheeling in this story lol 😅 Sorry buddy. Love u tho✌]

I decide to do the dishes to distract me from it and listen to Mirio talk. Not about his family issues, just about school, places to work, and... Y/N???

"You have a crush on her, don't you?" His question makes me turn tomato red again. I cover my face with my hands.

"H-how'd you know?" I stutter.

Mirio laughs. "It's pretty obvious, buddy. You wouldn't stop blushing whenever she touched you or smiled at you. Though, I gotta admit, her smile is pretty adorable, huh?"

My heart jerks when he says that. I stay silent because this is already embarrassing as it is.

"Anyways, do you wanna date her?"

At that statement, I disappear to the wall. He looks over to the spot I was, but then looks around. "Tamaki? Oh Tamaki. You alright buddy?" He asks when he sees me laying on the ground on my face.

I sigh. "I'm an embarrassment to this world."

Mirio chuckles and sits down beside me. "I'm sure she likes you too."

Another sigh escapes my mouth. If only he knew...

"I should go help my mom." I shoot up from the spot and Mirio's gaze follows me.

"Alright. Goodnight." He says and takes a bite of his sandwich.

I walk down the hall and upstairs to my room. Mom is probably taking a nap.

[Don't even ask where his dad is cuz idk the answer to that 😀]

I plop on my bed and cover my head with my pillow. I'm not tired at all because I already slept all day and my heart is racing.