I Love Anxiety - Tamaki Amajiki x Reader

Chapter 5 - Afterwards

[First of all, I'm so sorry for the delay in updating. I've been so busy and I've been tired cuz of studying and finals and turning in missing work and all that shit. But, now I have a 2 week break so I'll try my best to update for u guys. Thankyou for all of ur patience. Second of all, thankyou for all the voters... Ik 5 votes isn't that much compared to other stories but It's still votes. Thankyou. I hope u enjoy my story.😉❤]

Tamaki's POV

I wake up to the most... Amazing sight ever. At first I think I'm dreaming. But I tell by the warmth and by the way I feel that I'm not dreaming. This is real. Y/N's peaceful face is so close to mine. I study her features and blush when I realize she looks even more beautiful up close. Her H/C hair glistens in the setting sun. I have no idea how I slept the whole day.

Then I remember what happened before I fell asleep... Tried to anyway... I told her I like her and... She said she likes me too. And then I started crying like the crybaby I am and she hugged me. Then I thought of all the reason why I like her and why I don't deserve her. Then... Then I guess I was so hysterical that I fell asleep.

I hide my face with my hands and peek through my fingers at the girl in front of me. Her tics have gotten a bit better and she's not as nervous anymore. I smile but then my eyes widen when she starts shifting and then I catch a glimpse of her E/C eyes glimmering under her eyelids. I just kinda freeze where I am.

The girl yawns and rubs her watery eyes. Then she sees me and stops. She looks around and studies the room. Once her eyes land on me once more, a blush invades her face. "That wasn't a dream..." She whispers in astonishment. We just stare at each other for a couple moments before she smiles. She lays her head back where it was. Her eyes sparkle and she takes my hands from my face. "Goodmorning, Jiji. How's my little elf doing today? You just took a big nap and the sun is already setting. You fully rested now?"

She says that in a quiet voice while still holding my hands. "I- I- I- ye- mayb- I don't know." Y/N laughs and lets go of my hands while standing up. I watch as she begins walking to the door... Which was cracked open?

"I'll be back, Jiji. I'm gonna go fuck your mo-" she slaps a hand over her mouth to prevent herself from finishing that sentence. She clears her throat and looks away. "I- uhhh... I'm going to talk to your mom and maybe get us some food." She leaves with an embarrassed blush and walks downstairs.

I sigh and sit up. I take a moment to think. It feels like I'm in a dream. The thought of Y/N saying she likes me... I never thought the day would come. It makes my heart flutter and I just wanna curl up in my bed and hug a pillow. Instead, I get up and follow Y/N outta the room. When I get to the kitchen, Y/N's helping my mom cook dinner... But her tics are being weird.

My mom is making cupcakes and she's letting Y/N put the batter in the cups. I walk in right as Y/N's tics cause her to fling a spoonful of batter behind her. I step aside just as it flies past me. When I look back at them, Y/N is covering her mouth with her hand and staring at me, trying not to laugh. "I... Am so sorry, Jiji." She says.

I'm about to respond until Mom interrupts me. "Well good afternoon, Tamaki. U wanna come help us? You did sleep all day y'know. I think it would be good to socialize and maybe make some cupcakes with Y/N." She comes up to me and smiles with a mishevious glint in her eye. "I have to go do the laundry anyway." She winks at me and walks out of the kitchen. "Have fun you two."

I pause before looking at Y/N, who is leaning against the counter and looking at me, the spoon in her hand still covered in batter. She smiles and turns back to the cups. "You still waking up or do you wanna come over and help me out with this?" She asks just as her tics make her dip her finger in the bowl of batter. She sighs and licks it off. "Because this is getting quite frustrating and... Insanitary." She chuckles. I walk up to her and she hands me the spoon.