PREGNANT by my GAY BF {WATTY2022}

Part 5

I rode him last night

Cause he told me to

We sat on the couch. He grabbed my hand, pulling me towards him to where I was placed on his hips, making me straddle his waist while putting my legs on either side of him. He kissed me in places, undressed us both. And then helped me move up and down on him at a slow pace once we became one. I remember when he wrapped his arms around my waist so slowly as his hold grew tighter in response to my moans. 

He was stressed out at the thought of being a father

I was stressed out at the thought of carrying a baby

We were both so vulnerable

But that's no excuse

I just didn't want to say no

And he didn't want to say no

But now laying here naked under the covers as I watch him sleep on his stomach with his head resting on his arms while facing me, I can't help but wonder what we did could change our lives forever.

But last night

It was perfect when he stood us both up and walked us to my bedroom

He placed his phone on silent last night not wanting any distractions. Feeling on my legs, massaging my breast, kissing in between my thighs, then flipping me over while licking and kissing a trail up my back. This man has touched me in ways I have never been touched by any other man before

And when he entered inside me again, and never knowing the feeling of how a woman felt, he lost complete control of himself the second time that night. He gripped my neck and would squeeze almost like he was trying to choke me, but then would let go just to turn me over and pull my hair from the back.

His low octave moans that filled my house up as he gripped the sheets around us while making the bed come undone but then lay his face in the crease of my neck to quiet his moans down like he was scared of being heard. He was so slow and gentle last night as he took me all over my house, all he wanted to do was enjoy every moment of how I felt. The way he laid soft kisses under my jawline that stopped at my collarbone every time he kept getting deeper inside me

Why can I still feel him?

And please tell me why do I want him again?

But the real issue is -

That whole night - every time he got in between my legs and put himself inside - not once did he pull out

But that's ok - right?

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"Y/N?" I hear my name being called a few times, finally waking me up. Not knowing that I fell asleep watching him, I look at Taehyung while he puts his clothes from yesterday back on

"Y-yea?" I say still coming to but not all the way there yet

"Jungkook called"

"Ok?"

"Ok? I texted him saying I was staying the night at your house, which he was cool with"

"Then what's the problem?"

"He texted me saying he will be here in 2 hours"

"Taehyung -" I sigh rolling back over while pulling the covers over my head not in the mood to hear anything else he has to say "Why are you freaking out for? Just give me 1 more hour of sleep then please"