PREGNANT by my GAY BF {WATTY2022}

Part 54

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Y/N's POV
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"Can I speak to you?" he ask walking up to me as his eyes trail to Namjoon who didn't look convinced that he didn't want to have a conversation "Alone"

"What's wrong with speaking here?" Yugyeom inserts himself

"I was going to ask the same damn question" Namjoon says

"Yea Jaycock..." Jimin says staring at his phone wanting to get involved for no damn reason and to top it off he would intentionally say his name wrong just to get a rise out of him. It's like he enjoys making himself known when no one gives a fuck he's here "Why not just say what you have to say with all of us in the room?" ignoring them, especially Jimin's rude ass, he walks up to me when we make eye contact

"Please Y/N?"

Putting his hand out, I look around when everyone's eyes land on me, except for Jimin who was still glued to his phone. But reaching out to grab his hand, he pulls me to my feet and out the room. Making our way up the stairs and into a spare guest bedroom, he cracks the door. Finding myself a seat on the bed, he walks over sitting next to me. But yet nothing is spilling from his mouth as I look at my watch and see that about 5 minutes went by

"You said you wanted to talk" I say growing annoyed by the awkward silence. He bites the corner of his mouth while sliding his hair out his face in a nervous manner. Opening his mouth to say something, he still decides to stay silent

"Jungko -"

"I don't trust the artificial insemination" he was able to blurt out cutting me off which catches me off guard

"Ok - so - does that mean your going to go through the process with someone else? Or your just done wanting a baby overall?" I ask when he slowly nods and then shrugs his shoulders being unsure of my question

"I lost trust in you when it came to that process which kind of made me lose trust in other people as well. I have to live with the fact that I paid all that money to father a daughter that I now have through adoption. She was supposed to be mine. I can't go through that pain again"

"So you think I would do that to you again or someone else would?"

"Truthfully -" he gets quiet while he starts to think "Yes. I feel like someone could hurt me in that way again. And also, the way you look at Namjoon -"

"Namjoon would never let me sleep with him if he knew that I was helping you out" I say cutting him off speaking nothing but facts

"But I don't know that" he says shrugging his shoulders "I think it's best that we drop that agreement we made in South Korea and I'll just pay the extra 5,000 for a surrogate, if I choose to go down that path again"

"Just make sure she isn't crazy" I say

"And doesn't want to sleep with my husband" he smiles when I smile back

"We don't need another one of those - do we?" I ask agreeing with him the same time he nods

"So your not mad - right?"

"Mad?" I ask him "Why would I be mad? I'm madder that we don't know Mr. King's whereabouts"

"True. But Namjoon and Yugyeom swear up and down that their father has a handle on it"

"Which I believe he does. He was able to get his son out of so many situations"

"Yea -" he says not caring "Not everybody has a parent like that. While he was getting everything off his record and making sure it didn't make it to the news. My sister and I get dragged or posted on every damn thing. It's not fair"