PREGNANT by my GAY BF {WATTY2022}

Part 44

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Y/N's POV
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"Breathe" he says quietly dragging his words while holding my hands as we sit in his rental car

"I'm-I'm trying" I feel myself about to have another panic attack like the one in my hotel room when Namjoon found me. I even reached for him not knowing how to deal with something like that when he rushed to my aid. He got me to calm down then but right now, I feel like I'm about to die. That's when Namjoon gets out the car and jogs over to my side

Opening the door, he unbuckles my seat belt and grabs my legs turning me towards him. Reaching for my hands again while bending down a little we we are face to face, he looks at me when I look at him with my chest heaving rapidly

"Y/N, you need to try and calm down"

"I-I don't kn-know h-how" I feel my tears streaming down my face

"There's only so much I can do beautiful. You have to at least try to breathe. Inhale through you nose and exhale out your mouth" Doing his technique again, I feel myself starting to calm down but then see Taehyung and Jungkook walk pass their window with some guest when I start shaking my head

"NO, NO I CAN'T DO THIS!"

"Hey -"

"NO NAMJOON!" I yell cutting him off "NO PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME GO IN THERE NAMJOON I CAN'T I CAN'T I CAN'T I -"

"Ok - ok - we won't ok?" he steps back from the door waiting for me to pull my legs back in. And when I do, he closes the door and walks back to the driver side getting in while closing the door "Do you want me to take us back to the hotel and tell them that something came up?"

"Came up? Like what?"

"I don't know. I'm pretty crafty when I have to be" he says getting a small giggle out of me "There she is" he says towards my smile. But letting out a deep sigh, my smile then fades away "You know you can't keep running away"

"THE FUCK I CAN!"

"Y/N" he narrows his eyes at me

"I know, I just -"

"I understand" he says cutting me off "But remember I told you I'll be there with you through every step of the way. I wouldn't let them team tag you if that's what your worried about"

"I just don't know what to expect"

"I know and that can be scary, but the only way you can get over that fear is coming face to face with it. And the more you run, the worse you might make the situation and then eventually, you will have a whole lot more explaining to do"

"Namjoon -"

"Besides, you don't know what's going to happen when you walk into the house" nodding my head, he puts his hand out "You wanna try it again?"

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I feel my hands shake into Namjoon's which makes him look down at me

"Its ok" he says quietly leaning into my head when he plants a kiss on my temple. And now walking in these oaked double doors, my eyes make contact with a young man I have been seeing a lot of in the media

"Nice to finally meet you Y/N"

"And you must be the famous -"