PREGNANT by my GAY BF {WATTY2022}

Part 11

Talk about what exactly. I rarely remember the main reason why he came over. Once my front door opened, his sweater came off. My shirt slipped over my head. His zipper ended up between my fingers while I zipped his pants down and then my bra ended up on the living room floor

Sex

Sex

Which then turned into making love

Why do we do this to each other? Why do we tell each other one day "No more" but then end up wanting more? I talk to Jungkook all the time. I smile in this man's face. But yet I can't leave his husband alone

And it scares me to know that I'm addicted to my gay best friend

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4 hours later
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Rolling around in bed while in his hold, I turn to look at him just to see that he's already looking at me. Kissing my nose, he closes his eyes. I then end up on my back while looking up at the ceiling, turning my head to look at him again. I trace my finger up his arm, making it to his shoulder. I then watch as my index finger trace up his neck making it to his messy but silky hair where I start to rub my hand through it while gripping it a few times. But then I immediately let him go watching as he opens his eyes to look at me. I raise up and hop out of bed when I start putting my clothes back on.

"Y/N?" he says my name while slowly sitting up in bed showing his half naked state

"Tae. I think you should go" I say grabbing my shirt off the floor while putting it on the same time I leave the room.

I can't lay there and lie to myself. I can't look into his eyes and feel as if everything is ok because it's not. And I hate this

But before I could think anymore thoughts about the situation, I make it downstairs just to feel someone stop me on the last step by grabbing my hand. Turning me around to face him, he takes that last step from the stairs

"Are you mad at me?" he asks but I look down. He immediately places his hand under my chin to raise my head back up

"Why did you come over here Tae?" I ask taking his hand from my face. He sighs but continues to look at me as I find it hard to break eye contact from him

"This will be the last time I touch you"

"Why?" I get taken back from his words as I feel my heart start to race. He slowly sits down on the stairs, but his silence rung in my ears as I felt myself growing more impatient "Tell me what's going on Tae"

"I got a job offer Y/N - I'm -" he looks down while shaking his head "Jungkook will be here until the baby is born"

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"I'm sorry" his voice grows shaky. I walk over to the front door to grab my sandal just to come back and hit his leg with it grabbing his attention

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!?"

"I'm leaving"

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Confused

That's the only emotion I am feeling at the moment while I stand here motionless

Am I alone? No

Taehyung has the same look on his face while we look at each other in silence. I can't help but to stand here at a lost from words to what he just told me.

"Your leaving me?" I say which makes him slowly nods

"I'm sorry Y/N"

"Why is Jungkook staying?" I ask. I feel him look back at me "Why Tae?"