PREGNANT by my GAY BF {WATTY2022}

Part 81

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Hoseok's POV
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"You're an idiot" I say to Jungkook who I was currently on the phone with

"Hoseok -"

"And you're not allowed to call me by my name anymore. I don't associate myself with idiots"

"I'm not an idiot"

"Your dead but yet you have a damn baby on the way" I dead pan him from the phone "If you're not an idiot then your downright stupid"

"Look -" he says letting out a long sigh "Hoseok -" he says my name again but before he can get another word out, I hang up on his face. Seeing that he was calling me back, I let it go to voicemail a few times before answering the 12th call attempt. I would have turned my phone off if it wasn't for my line of work

"What?" I question with so much demand in my voice

"I know your mad at me, but I was only asking if you can get a midwife for Y/N"

"No" I say with no hesitation "You knocked her up. You figure it out"

"How?" he lets out a frustrated sigh

"I don't know. Imagine like how it was back in the old days when women gave birth all the time in their bedrooms or kitchen tables. Just get a warm cloth and a bucket of water"

"Hose - Mr. Jung" he corrects himself as I hear the begging in his tone "Please? She can't go to the hospital"

"And why can't she? She's not the one faking her death and hiding from the media"

"Mr. Jung -"

"I'll have one of the men that's already there take her to her appointments -" I let out a deep sigh getting fed up with the back-and-forth conversation "I'll pay for the broad's doctor's visits, but this is it. Nothing else"

"Thank -" hanging up again on his face, I toss my phone on the bed before looking at my pills on the nightstand next to my bed

Shaking my head, I think about Levian and how I'm turning into a big bully because of my mental health. She doesn't deserve it. She made mistakes in her past but who am I to blame her for something that she grew from. How else will people grow if you keep throwing up what they did in their past. Truthfully, I'm upset that she was willing to give up everything to be with me when I know the kind of person I am, I'm not worth it. I'm a fucked-up individual

The reason I say that is because I saw the way she tossed in turned in her sleep. The way she cried out to me but then cried for me not to touch her. I made her fear me. I wanted that but at the same time I wasn't trying to let that happen. I just have some fucked up demons clouding my mind and my pills were the only way to help with that, get rid of them. But damn I hate those fucking things

"Hoseok?" I hear my name being called from the entrance of my bedroom. Looking up, I lock eyes with Levian as she stands there looking down at her hands that she picks at

"Yes?" I say calmly before looking away from her, down at the wood floors under my sock covered feet

"Are you ok? I heard you on the phone and when I walked by you look pretty upset"

"Congratulations" I mumble looking up at her to see that she looks up at me with a confused expression her face "You're going to be an auntie"

"WAIT - WHAT?" she yells out in shocked

"Your brother knocked up Y/N and now I have to pay for all her medical expenses" I let out a deep sigh. Looking at the nightstand, I look at her to see that she must have followed my eyes as I see hers locked on my pills as well