Triggers are in this chapter of attempted suicide
If it's a trigger for you, please don't read
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Namjoon's POV
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Looking behind me to see Y/N nowhere in sight, gave me a good feeling that she was still sleeping. So as I lower my voice, I make eye contact with Levian while she stands there already looking at me with pleading eyes
"You really want me to go to jail huh?" my glare grows stronger "You really don't like me that much?"
"Namjoon..." she slowly shakes her head while putting her hands on her heart "I love you. I'm still in love with you"
"Save it Levian. You need to leave or I'll call Jungkook"
"I just want to talk to -"
"No, now go" I say cutting her off not trying to lose my cool
"I'm not leaving until I talk to her"
"That's it" I say grabbing my phone from inside my pocket when I start searching for Jungkook's contact. But seeing as she swats my phone out my hand, I watch it fall to the floor resulting in me to look up at her with wide eyes when she gives me the same ones in return
"Please Namjoon"
"NO SO GO!!"
"I'M NOT FUCKING LEAVING UNTIL I TALK TO HER!!"
"Why can't you just leave everyone alone?"
"I'm trying too I just want to say goodbye"
"Goodbye to who - Y/N? You don't even know her"
"But she's carrying my niece"
"SO FUCKING WHAT?! DO YOU THINK JUNGKOOK WOULD WANT YOU AROUND HER AND HIS CHILD?!?"
"Please I knew he was expecting a baby a few months ago when our mom told me about it, but seeing her in person that one day when she stood there looking at me from the front doors entrance and then Jungkook told me it was going to be a girl -" she then looks down "I just want to see Y/N and I'll leave - I promise" shaking my head, I folded my arms while standing my ground when I look at her
"That's not happening so go"
"Namjoo -"
"GO!!" I hate raising my voice and God I'm really trying not to, but this girl is really pushing me. She knows I can go to jail if the cops are called but yet she won't leave and there is NO WAY IN HELL I am letting her step foot in this home. Jungkook would never forgive me if something happened to Y/N and his baby -
Who am I kidding - I would never forgive myself
"Lev - please" I start to beg getting fed up "Please just go - please"
"Can I just see her?"
"No Levian. How many times do I have to tell you no? Do you want me to start spelling it out for you? Should I write it down? Maybe say it in other languages?"
"Stop talking to me like that Namjoon"
"Then fucking leave - now" watching as she breaks down, she looks at her feet and then back at me
"I'm sorry"
"For what?" I ask growing annoyed
"For hurting you. That was never my intentions"
"Write a letter from another city apologizing and I'll see if I'll read it or respond to it but right now, I just need you to walk away Levian"
"Are you still mad that I cheated on you even after you forgave me? You gave me another chance. Why can't you just give another one?" shaking my head I start to chuckle dryly when I stare at her
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