Love will remember

Chapter 39

*Brad's Pov*

I deciced I needed a walk. I couldn't handle being with everyone while they were all so happy she is remembering.  Dont get me wrong I am so happy she is but it hurt me so much that she can't remember me. Did she even really love me? I began panicking, what if she doesnt remember because she never loved me? It just hurts to think she will never remember us, or never be the same. Its killing me and it feels as though she is plunging the knife into my skin twisting it each time to worsen the pain and draw more blood from my body and heart.

So that is how I have ended up walking along the beach and eventually taking a seat on the soft and smooth sand while I outlook the sun shining down on me and the sea shimmering from the light. Alone and with my thoughts. I didn't get much time to myself as I was soon joined by Molly. She offers me a smile before speaking to me, completley ruining the peaceful silence 

'You know if I lost my memory. You would be the first person I would remember' Her voice quiet and slow but I knew she wanted to make sure I heard it. It angered me, how dare she say that? It isn't Maddie's fault. Shes trying and thats good enough for me right now.
I quickly snap back 'You cant say that because you havent lost your memory, so you have no idea of how it feels to not know who everyone is and have your life you know ripped away from you. SO JUST SHUT UP'
'Come on Brad. We both know she doesnt love you'
'No we dont Molly' I looked to her and I was filled with anger, I shut my eyes as I try to regain my breath and what happened next shocked me, and froze every muscle in my body as well as disgust me. But what followed was what terrified me the most.

*Maddie's Pov*
Once me and Brad had walked back to the others, I noticed he quietly slipped from the room. I felt so bad, I was really trying and although he had told me it was okay and to take my time, I knew it was absolutely killing him, ripping him apart and the funny thing is, it was tearing me apart to.

The look in his eyes, hoping and wishing that I would remember everything. It hurt me to. But the truth is I was slowly remembering him but it just wasn't enough, it wasn't enough memories to remember him probably or to love him. And thats whart broke my heart the most. I was planing to give him some time, some time on his own but when I saw Molly follow him, I dont know what happened. I felt anger and jealous. So I looked to Lena, who was already staring at Molly as she walked out and then to me. I nodded and we both stood up and exited the room. Everyone was too busy to even see us leave.

We walked out of the hotel and on the sand where I could see Brad and Molly, I began walking faster with Lena behind me. And that's when I saw it. She moved in as he turned to her. She smashed her lips to his and began to kiss him. It looked as if he was frozen from her sudden touch as he didn't move for a few moments but soon he began moving.

And to my utter suprise he stayed for a few seconds before pulling away and pushing her away. Yeah I was realived when he pushed away but he stayed still for too long. And that made my blood boil. I continue to walk until I am stood behind Brad facing Molly. I cross my arms over my chest and tap my foot to the sand as Lena joins me.

Molly looks up and her eyes go wide, and with that Brad turns around to see what she is staring at. He looks angry and confused but when he sees me, he looks terrified. He jumps up and reaches for me but I simply hold my hand up to stop him. He realises and freezes in his spot while I turn my attention back to Molly who is now stood looking scared with a slight smirk facing me.

'Mads its not-' I cut her off immediatey with a cold hard slap to her face, her eyes water and her cheek turns red as she brings her hand to cup her now bruising cheek I hear Lena beside me take in a sharp breath before whispering 'ow that hurt. She deserved it though' as she lets out a small chuckle

'Now. I might not remember every little feeling or memory that includes Brad. But I sure as hell remember you and what a little bitch you are, I also know that I am positively absolutely furious with you right now. HOW DARE YOU KISS MY BOYFRIEND. yeah I dont remember alot but I know he is my boyfriend. NOT YOURS. I also know that if you touch him or go near him again those pretty little lips with be out of use. permanently. got  it?'

she seems taken back and shocked by my words and anger. Shes looks too scared to give me a respone so I speak again 'I said have you got it?' She quickly nods, like an obiedent puppy. 'now run along' True to my thoughts she takes a final look at us before running away.

I turn my attention to Brad, who now looks like he is going to throw up any minute.'That hurt' I smiply state
'Mads I am so sorry, I was shocked but I pushed her away'
'You stayed there kissing her for too long' he goes to speak but I cut him off, with the one thing that I have been thinking since I woke up. The one thing I didnt want to fall from my mouth as I new it would hurt him and myself. The only thing that fell from my mouth in the anger I was feeling

'How can I love you? I dont even know you. Let alone remember you. I cant love someone I dont know' and with that said I walk away with Lena, leaving Brad stood there broken even more than he was. And as I make my way along the sand I feel my heart shatter. And the puzzle I was slowing piecing together brake apart and get lost in the rubble of my broken heart pieces.