Love will remember

Chapter 46

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*Nat' Pov*

I looked at Brad, his body language and facial expression. He was so happy when he thought that the test was mine but now, he just looked numb, worried, sad, scared and angry. He didn't utter a word as he stood and turned from me, walking straight for the door and leaving me stood there in the middle of the room. Wow. I was so worried for Maddie, I knew Tris would support me no matter what, our problem was the money but Brad he is different he doesn't think. He just acts.

The door swings open and I am met with a smiling Tris. He runs to me wrapping his arms around my waist and spinning me around in circles, pulling me from the floor and holding me so tightly, so full of love and happiness. He starts pressing kisses all over my face, as I just giggle tucking my face into the crook of his neck remembering this incredible moment.

'I love you' he breathed out, as he carried me to the bed and laid down with me, pulling me to his chest.
'I love you to. Are you happy? Are you okay about this?'
'Nat.. I wont lie it will be hard, it will be a struggle but I am so happy, I am just so increidbly happy'
'Really?'

'Really Nat, I am here and I am here to stay. I will never leave you, I will catch you whenever you fall, I love you and I will love our baby just as much. I will be there through your crazy cravings and stupid hormones. I will hold you near and help you ignore all the other feelings, other thoughts. I will do whatever I need to see you smile every day. I need you Nat. I need this baby. I need us. I will not leave We are a family'
'I really love you Tris'

We sit there cuddling for hours, talking about the baby, about Jessie and how she may react. It was just as I imagined. Just how I wanted everything to be. He is my world. I love him and now we are bringing someone else into it through that love we had made.

*Maddie's Pov*

I ran from the room and to the only place I knew. The bar. As I arrived I sat there and stared at my hands, I wanted so badly to just drink and forget everything, block every inch of pain that was running through my mind right now. But I couldnt. I wouldnt. I see the bartender approach me 'Hey love what can I get ya?'
'Just water please' I sigh as I see another tear fall my eyes and land on my hands

'Hey are you okay?' He places the water infront of me and for the first time I look to him. He was just a few years older than me, I guess. He had brown hair and blue eyes, he was quite the looker. I could see he had tattoos although he tried to hide them in his uniform. I nod to answer his question not really trusting me voice anymore.

'No your not, come with me love' I look up and he getures to the back room. I am skeptical but he quickly pulls me from my seat and to the room. I went to speak but he turns the lights on and I am met with the most beautiful grand piano. I walk over and press a few keys. Ahh music

'Do you play?' I just nod 'Do you write your own music?'
'Never really tried' I mumble, I sit at the piano and press a few keys making up a melody that I have in my head. I see him scribble some stuff down but I ignore it as I continue. Once I finish I look over to see him smile at me. 'What?'
'Well.. I wrote down the notes you played. you have a tune, now all you have to do is write the words of how you feel okay? I will come back in an hour once I finish my shift'

I just gape at him as he walks out the room, I dont understand. Why would I write a song? I have just had my heart broken. He has literally just met me, pulled me here and told me to write a song. I ignore it and play the tune until I begn to softly sing. Random words running into my head as I note them down on the paper.

(1 hour and a half later )

'Hey love how you doing?'
'I thought you said hour?'
'Sorry got held up, So did you write the song?'
'Yeah but I dont understand'

'You dont understand why I made you do it?' I just nod 'Thats easy. Your hurt, your broken and when I am like that I write, I thought it might help you to get out how you feel without having to tell me or someone what is actually wrong'
'Ah clever thank you err... I dont actually know your name'
'Louis, and whats yours?'
'Maddie. Thank you I guess. I wrote a song but its not very.... good. But really personal, It has helped me'
'Let me hear it, come on. I play you sing'

After I had finished singing the song to him which was a struggle as I would cry throughout the song, not really being able to keep it together for long. I had to shut my eyes at some point to try and breath regularly. When I had finished and opened my eyes, Louis was staring at me, which wide eyes and open mouth.

'That was... that was beatufiul and so raw. Your voice is incredible. Listen I understand if you say no but.... tomorrow night there is a place free in the bar and we need someone to sing, just one song and that is perfect, its just for some atmosphere. Say you will?'

'I dont know.. Its personal'
'I know but this could help you, singing it to a group of strangers, geting your emotions out publicly is something that can help. I know its weird, but dont you already feel better for singing to me. Please I will play the piano if you want'?'

'Okay, if you promise to play with me'
'8pm sharp. Thank you and I hope what ever is going on is sorted soon Love. No pretty girl like you should be crying at the bar'

I made my way from the room and walk shakily to the lift and heading straight for Nat. I need her. I felt so broken. I was glad that Louis had made me write although I never knew I could, it was weird he never asked what was wrong and it was like he didn't need to know, he knew I was holding on to the emotion and he made me write it down and it felt great. Definitely the wierdest and unique person I have met

I raise my hand and knock on the door, a few moments pass as he opens and I am met with a very happy Tris. His face falls as he sees my expression. 'Sorry-I shouldnt have come here' I go to walk away back he pulls me into the room.

Nat is now stood and walking towards me, as she lifts my chin and gasps at my tearful eyes and ruined face she pulls me to a hug, which only results in me crying harder. After a few moments and I have finally calmed down she makes me tell her and Tris exactly what had happened and how Brad had reacted, I told them everything, every word he had said and I had said and even up to me writing a song and being asked to sing tomorrow for a group of hotel guests that may be or may not be in the bar area

Once I had finished Tris jumps up 'I am going to talk to him. I cannot believe that idiot' storming out of the door. I just lay down and sob continuously while Nat tries to comfort me. Whispering soothing sounds and words into my ear and eventaully tiring myself out from the sobbing I fall into the darkness of my happy dreams, where anything is possible and every thing is perfect. If only