Love will remember

Apologies

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*Brad's Pov*
As I begin to stir from my sleep which may I say caused the worst fucking nightmare I have ever had, I hear the door open and slam. My eyes shoot open to see Mads walking back into the room. Where has she been?
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My head was pounding and I felt like I was going to be sick any moment but My first instinct was to jump up and run to her. And that's what I did, I wrapped my arms around her squeezing her tightly. But she didn't return the hug, she stood there rigid as I engulfed her. Weird. I was about to question her about it but I had the sudden urge to throw up.
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I ran as quickly as I could to the toilet where I continued to empty the contents of my stomach which surprisingly was quite a lot. A few moments after entering the bathroom I hear footsteps, unable to take my gaze from the disgusting toilet I continued to throw up. When I felt her small and gentle hand on my back rubbing circles while the other one proceeded to push my hair off my sweating forehead.
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Once I had finished being sick I smiled weakly at her 'that will teach me for moving to quickly'
She didn't say a word, didn't even smile. Instead she stood up and got a damp cloth, she helped me off the floor and led me to bed, understanding what she wanted me to do I got in bed where I sat with my back resting on the headboard. Mads then put the damp cloth on my forehead, this was her trick to ease the pounding of the headache I had. She knew there was no point giving me tablets as I will just throw them up.
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I sat for a few moments trying to work out why she was being so cold and then it hit me. Oh I'm such an idiot. I remember shouting at Molly, storming out, getting so drunk I couldn't stand, coming back and passing out. Oh god. I know that Mads hates it when people get extremely drunk, it scares her because she says they become dangerous and unpredictable as they lose control or some control and clarity over their actions.
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I went to speak but she beat me to it 'you know you scared me last night Brad'
Those simple words that completely broke me. She looked to my eyes but quickly returned her gaze to her lap.
'Im sorry baby. I didn't to mean to scare you. I was just so angry with Molly, I didn't mean to get angry and drunk' I went to continue but she quickly cut me off
'No Brad. It wasn't the anger or the drink this time'
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Completely confused I look to her and lift her chin so her eyes are level with mine. 'I was so scared when I saw you laid out unconscious on the floor. I couldn't move you or lift you. I'm just lucky that Con came back and helped me put you to bed. I don't want to ever see that again Brad. I just cant. The fear of losing you is too much to bare and that last night. I thought I might have' she breaths heavily as tears roll down her face
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'Im so sorry baby. I promise I will never be like that again. I just saw the marks and was angry and then when Molly said she done it I just didn't understand and was even more furious. And where is she anyway? Is she okay?' I'm not gonna lie I'm still angry but I'm also worried after what happened to her last night
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'I know Brad but you can't keep kicking off. I was fine and to be honest it didn't even really hurt. I have spoken to her and we are fine. I want you to apologise for how you spoke to her and then carry on normally and at the moment she is apologising to Lena'
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'I will I will. And I will also try to control my angry. Wait why is so apologising to Lena?'
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She continues to explain the whole story of what happened and I can't help but feel angry again. I have gotten quite close with Lena is the past few days. I mean it's hard not to when you spend every minute of everyday with someone. And therefore I felt protective over Lena. But I also knew I couldn't kick off not again. So I just nodded and smiled to show that I understood. I plan on speaking with Molly about this and also keeping a very close eye in her.
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I look to the suitcases' on the floor and see a brown envelope. What the hell? I continue to stare. 'Made what's that?' I point over to the envelope and when I return my gaze to her she is visibly tense, her hands are shaking and eyes closed tight as if she trying to not think about something. After a few seconds she opens her eyes and smiles 'just some thing Ji-Jimmy dropped off last night. Some info on different hotels. As he erm he ..... He won't be around for a while' she stuttered and stalled when telling me.
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What the hell if going on? She looks hurt and sad? Mhmm 'okay. Where has he gone?'
'Dont know'
'You must know, how close you two are he wouldn't leave without telling you where he's gone'
She stood up so quickly I almost missed it, 'I don't fucking know Brad now back off' she stormed off and out of the room.
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I laid there shocked. What the hell? She's never shouted at me like that? Not when asking something so simple. Something's goes to of happened. But what? During my thoughts I look back to the envelope and open it. After reading everything I'm slightly confused. That's when I see a bank balance in the name of Maddison Louise Horn 25 million. What the fuck?
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*Maddie's Pov*
I have been so shaken up about this whole thing. My dad is gone because he got involved with bad people and now Jimmy is also gone. Both died protecting me. The men said they were going but there's something in me. Something telling me something bad is gonna happen. I just feel it.
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After talking with Brad and shouting at him I couldn't stay and look at his reaction, I just had to leave so I am now currently stood in the hall way. Not really sure what to do. Everyone is planning on going to the beach today. Once again beach day solves every thing. I sigh. Then I hear a door open. I'm greeted by Abby and a hungover James.
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'Hey Mads' Abby literally sings . Me and James just look at her
'Hi Mads' James voice groggy and low
'Hi' is all I could manage knowing my voice will give away my recent cry
'Whats wrong mads?' They both step forward towards me
'Nothing. Just shouted at Brad and he didn't do anything. Feel kinda bad about it'
James laughs and I look up at him 'listen Brad is a big boy. He can handle it. Just go in give him some loving and everything will be fine' I smile
'Yeah yeah alright'
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I was about to enter my room when I heard 'aunty Maddie' I turn and see Jessie running full speed at me. I quickly lift her up swinging her around
'Wanna see uncle Brad?' I ask knowing he can't be angry in front of her
'Yeah yeah yeah'
'Lets go'
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I open the door and see him sat reading through the envelope. Shit. What am I going to do? He looked confused and angry. Probably because I didn't tell him. 'Mads' he shouts
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I look to Jessie and she buries her head in my chest. covering her ears with her hands. 'What the hell is going on? You need to explain. RIGHT NOW' he continues to shout and Jessie begins shaking in my arms.
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I walk so that I am now in view and he looks up. His eyes soften and fill with sadness at seeing Jessie so scared. I look to him and to be honest I'm so pissed he would shout like that. Not actually knowing if it was me for sure.
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'Princess?' His voice soft and almost a whisper compared to his shouting
She peeks one eye open to see Brad looking at her and she immediately cuddles closer to me.
'Shes shaking Brad' I state voice stern and firm
He reaches out for her and I move away. He looks as if he is about to cry. So I give in. I hand Jessie to him and he holds her tightly, cuddling her into his chest. 'Im sorry princess. I was being very silly then wasn't i? Come on princess look at me' his voice soft and full of sadness
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'I don't like you shouting. It's scary' Jessie voice so frail as we both look to each other and back to Jessie
'I know I'm sorry princess. I won't do it anymore'
'Promise?' She holds her pinky out for him to take
'Promise'
'Why don't we go to the beach now?'
'Good idea Mads'
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Jessie jumps down and runs to the door. I pick the envelop up and put it back in the suitcase. Locking it before I leave. He takes my hand and I look to him. I knew I would have to tell him everything. 'I will explain. Just not today okay?'
'Okay. Let's just forget about it until you tell me okay?'
'Okay'
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*Con Pov*
While going to get breakfast I was thinking about how I could make Lena mine. I mean I really really like her. I think I might be falling in love with her. I need to make her mine and soon
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All loaded up with breakfast I make my way back to our room when I see a girl walking out and shutting the door. I bump into her as we cross paths 'hey what were you doing in our room?' I ask getting suspicious
'Oh you must be Connor. I'm Molly' she smiles and holds her hand for me to shake. I didn't and she awkwardly puts her hand down
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'Sorry my hands are full I can't shake your hand with out dropping the food. And I can't drop the food because then Lena will kill me. But yeah I'm Connor.'
She giggles and nods understanding
'Im sure you've been told about the vile things I have done' her voice much quieter then before
'Yeah. I can't say I'm happy about any of it and to be honest if you were a guy I would probably beat the crap outta you but everyone deserves a second chance and I didn't know you when you done that stuff '
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She smiles weakly 'I guess I'm just lucky I'm a girl. And yeah I made stupid mistakes . It was horrendous and I hate my self for it but I'm different now. I will prove it I promise'
'I look forward to you proving it. Are you coming to the beach with us today?'
'Yeah, if that's okay? Mads and Lena invited me'
'Of course. Maybe we can hang out and you can help me with some things'
'Sounds interesting. Can't wait to find out what I will be helping you with. But right now you should probably go to Lena before she's gets really cranky from hunger'
I just nod as I make my way into the room.
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*Brad's Pov*
As I walked out with Mads and Jessie. I came face to face with Molly. I told Mads to go on so I could talk to her. Maddie took Jessie and went to walk with the others that was already walking out of the hotel.
'Brad... I'm so sorry'
'No Molly no. What you did was disgusting. Your disgusting. You were my bestfriend and the thought of you hurting Lena and Maddie. It angers me. But Maddie told me to say sorry for how I spoke so I am sorry for shouting at you when you were vulnerable and I don't want this to carry on. I'm angry but I will push it aside. Just watch your behaviour because I know I will be. Don't step one foot out of line Molly. I mean it.'
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I knew I was being harsh but I didn't care she need to know she needed to be fully aware of what I was saying and how angry I truly was. It might sound stupid but I am protective and seeing someone hurt them, pisses me off more than anything else. She nods and smiles
'I hope your okay though after what happened'
'Yeah I am. I'm so thankful to you and everyone especially Maddie for everything you've done. I'm just so sorry' a tear slides down her face. So I decide to give her a quick embrace before walking with her to the others.
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I just have to keep and eye on her and Maddie. Maddie is hiding something and I need to know what. She said she would explain but when? What's going on? I haven't got a clue anymore!