Love will remember

You calm me

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'Brad? Con?' I open my eyes barely being able to make out their faces. My throat sore and dry. My face still tear stained. The sun blinding me from the opened blinds that were now being closed by Connor. I sat up to see Brad staring worriedly at me, examining my face to see emotion. As I catch a glimpse of his cut up nuckles. what happened? Con made his way back to me and siting on the edge of the bed also watching my face as I waited for them to speak
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'Do you remember what happened?' Con begins as Brad stays silent.
I begin to think back to what they would be speaking about.
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-flashback-
Fear running through my body as I stood there frozen. He began to walk towards me as he smirked looking over my body from head to toe. I tried to run but my feet were glued. I tried to speak by my lips wouldn't move. I was paralysed.
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'You make it so hard resist you when your covered in sweat. Quite the turn on' he begins to speak in his lowered voice now inches from me. Making me shutter as he continued speaking while pushing me back to the wall.
'We got interrupted the other day. That's not good. How could you think you could get away. Now your all on your own without your lover boy to protect you. So tell me bitch what are you going to do?'
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'Get your filthy hands off of me. You have no idea what your doing. I'm surrounded by friends and if they catch you. Your dead. Now get away' I don't exactly know where the confidence or the voice came from but I tried to show I wasn't weak.
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'We best be quick then so we don't get caught' he smashes me into the wall
As his hands pins my arms above my head, gripping them with one hand, while his other hand moved down to my thighs slowly moving them towards the lining of my gym clothes. I could feel my breath becoming shaky, sharp and uncontrolled.
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I could feel my vision fading and quickly. Everything was going black although I tried to fight it. I knew if I blacked out he wouldn't stop. That terrified me so much more. His hand sparked something in me as he tried to move my gym shorts to give him access. I began to struggle trying to remove my self from his strong grip. He noticed as he quickly snapped his hand up to hold both my arms with a stronger grip.
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I began to shout harsh words his way as I noticed the lift door opening. The relive that came over me when I saw Brad walking out. The boy before me became distracted so I quickly took my chance. I brought my knee up harshly and quickly kneeing him right where it would no doubt hurt a lot. He lost grip and was now hunched on the floor as Brad came running over.
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I was still shaking, breathing rapid and vision going dark as I fell down the wall. I saw the others run over to me. Hardly hearing their voices 'what's happening to her?' Lena with worry running through her words shouting but sounded so quiet
'Shes having a panic attack' quickly rushed and loudly Brad shouts back
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I try to keep my eyes open but I struggle. I try to speak but my breath is gone. Suddenly I felt the soft tender lips that I crave, that I love touch mine. In a quick action Brad was now kissing me, as he held my cheeks in his cupped hands. My breathing begins to calm down and return to normal as I bring my hands to his hardened chest, the shaking slowing as I was now able to regain control.
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As we part I look to him with a confused look as he reads my mind he replies 'after your first panic attack I read about them. It said that this can calm the person. Distracting your thoughts from the panic. Are you okay? What happened?'
'You calmed me down. And he was waiting for me. He-he tried to .. Don't make me say it.'
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The anger quickly become evident as his jaw tightened and his face hardened. Hands into a strong fist as he rose to his feet. He quickly turned walking towards the boy that was starting to stand to his feet. As he stood straight Brad without a second thought swung his clenched fist to his face, knocking him backwards. And he didn't stop. He threw him to the wall and began throwing punches to his rips and face. Blood pouring from his now bruised face. I quickly tried to rise to my feet, feeling this pounding in my head, I wobble but Lena and Abby holds me up.
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'Stop Brad St-' the last thing I saw was Con and James rushing to pull Brad off while shouting for Tris when they failed.
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After that everything went black.
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'Er yeah I remember most of it, but everything went black?' My voice shaky and cracking
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Brad and Con both look at each other with relive that I can obviously remember the events of what happened. Brad remaining silent as Con continues 'Well you blacked out because of the blow to your head. When you were thrown I'm guessing against the wall, you must have hit you head. With that and the panic attack your body couldn't take it. So you blacked out'
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Taking in the information I move my hands up to the back of my head, its still sore from hitting the wall, at the time I didn't even notice, the fear took over all feeling of pain. 'What happened to the boy?' I see Brad look down as if he didn't want me to ask the question, he didn't want me to know the answer.
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'We called the first aid and she checked you out she said after rest you will be fine' ignoring my question Con continues. I look to them both crossing my arms across my chest, eyebrows furrowing while staring at them waiting for an answer to my question.
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'Okay.... Well as Tris came out I was still very much beating the crap out of him. I heard Abby and Lena shout something so I turned around and I saw you collapsed on the floor. I instantly stopped and ran to you, carrying you up here to bed. While the others called paramedics for the boy. After speaking to hotel, paramedics and police they took the boy and left. As far as I know he's fine just battered badly. I'm sorry you saw me like that and I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me to be' Brad quickly without stuttering speaks the whole time not breaking his eyes away from mine. I looked for emotion and there was no guilt of what he done to the boy but only guilt for me seeing it.
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I take a deep breath before thinking of how I could reply. 'Brad.... I love you. And I can't be mad that you done that because you were protecting me.... But that angry side of you I've never seen before. And I don't know if I like it, no I don't. You become uncontrollable, unable to stop hitting or stop the anger. Is this what Con meant when he said to you in the pool 'don't show her the other side'. You could have killed him. What got in to you?' Shaky still I manage to speak, not angry or scared but worried and concerned.
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Brad quickly leaves the room once I finished speaking. He doesn't say a word and he doesn't give me chance to call after him. I look to Con and he begins to tell me everything. 'Mads... You know what Brads dad done to him. Well it wasn't always one sided..... As Brad got older he fought back, he used to box with me and trust me he is good. The power he has is unbelievable, he can knock someone out with one punch if he really wants to.'
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I see him stop to look at me as I reassuringly nod for him to continue
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'after years of beatings from his dad, Brad fought back, the beating got worse but Brad always got punches in. He started to form this anger and darkness inside of him, he hides it well but it comes out as soon as he becomes angry. That's his other side. But since being with you he has learnt to control it more, I know recent events haven't shown that but you have this affect on him. You pull him out of his anger . Don't leave him just because of this'
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Without a second thought I jump out of bed, still wobbly and unbalanced but I didn't care. I run down stairs and grab the car keys as I ask the others where he went 'don't know, he took car keys and left' I quickly run out to the lift, shuttering while waiting for the lift to open as I thought back to what happened. On the drive I think of what to say to him, I have no idea. I love him and I won't leave him but his anger, his darkness it's scary.
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I pull up and see him, sat with his knees to his chest and head in his hands. It's empty around us, no one to be seen. I slowly walk towards him and sit beside him. Without saying a word, I begin to look out at the gorgeous sea. 'You found me!' Brad slightly shocked that I knew where he would go
'We said this would become somewhere special for us. So I guessed you would come here' I turn to look at his now brown eyes, so enticing and inviting. Full of warmth and love
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'Brad...-' I begin but he interrupts
'Mads, I'm sorry. I didn't want you to see that side of me. I lose control when angry I always do. But I don't know you've always managed to calm me down as soon as I met you whether it's your touch or your words you make me stop. I can't explain how you do it but you do. I'm slowly losing the anger I have inside and that's because of you so please don't leave me'
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Heartbroken at his words that are filled with hurt. 'I would never leave you Brad, I love you. We will work together to get the anger gone. But I really can't see that side anymore, Okay?'
He wraps his arms around me before standing up, lifting me in his arms. I look to him confused as I see the smirk beginning to etch it self on his face. 'Brad don't do it'
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He laughs as he runs to the edge, smiling before jumping causing us both to plummet towards the sea. 'Brad, I'm scared of the sea' I shout quickly and loudly hoping for him to hear.
He pulls me close wraps his arms around me as we reach the sea, going straight under water I rush to get back up to the surface, when I feel Brad pull me into him as we slowly rose.
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'That was fun' is all he says smiling like a Cheshire cat
'Your crazy, but I love you for it' I pull him in before smashing our lips together, moving in sync, the kiss was full of passion, love, lust, craziness.
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By the time we get back it was now 8pm. Everyone was sat watching a film as we entered the apartment, still wet through from only just exiting the sea 30 minutes ago. 'What on earth have you to been doing?' Tris asks looking at our wet state
'Done a bit of diving into the sea Tris. We gonna go have a shower and go to bed, as we have to pack tomorrow to leave the following morning' Brad answers for us as he pulls me up the stairs. I hear complete silence from everyone as they continue to watch the film.
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